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Svali timeline of her life. LINK

I will continue to work on exposing Sheri Waldrop. Hopefully the timeline will show there was no way her story can be true, as she says she travled outside the United States, and lived in places she could not have if her story is true.

Svali (Sheri) was living in the southern United States, writing, and starting her own businesses. She then went to CARE Inc. in Michigan. Which I’ve stated in previous posts is not a safe place to go if you are a survivor of organised abuse of any kind.

If Sheri Waldrop left this big a trail in her life, posting addresses of where she lived was she really hiding? Did she really leave the United States, there is no gap for that.

Update

There haven’t been any posts for a while, but I plan on posting again.

The initial intent was to use Svali’s writings to reveal she is Sheri Waldrop at Care1 in Michigan.  As I was going through those writings to develop posts the information to sort through became vast.

I have printed everything that Sheri wrote as Svali, all articles, websites, and other things.

I then printed and took screenshots of everything I could find that Sheri Waldrop wrote. Then did the same for Sheridan Waldrop, and Dani Waldrop. The business she was apart of, the art work, all those things. 

I then went through and color coded where she said she lived, the dates, the people, how many people she has seen killed, ect. Needless to say, in order for me to write the posts in a timely manner fell to the wayside. For me to continue posting I had to get organized and take the time to do that.

A daunting task that I felt needed to be done so I can give you the truth in an organized way as well as the facts so you can decide for yourself. This way you can look at where the information came from and investigate further if you like. 

Soon, there will be posts again, with the links, the screen shots, and the information I have found showing that Svali, Sheri Waldrop is a fraud. 

I will warn people again: If you are a survivor of abuse do not go to CARE1. It is not safe. They will not keep you safe. 

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Day in the Life of a Trainer 2001

 

I wrote about Day in the Life of a Trainer 2 regarding Svali’s post about her life as head trainer. LINK

This post will cover what Svali (Sheri Waldrop) posted in November 3, 2001. She states this took place approximately seven years ago (in 2001).  This makes the year she’s talking about 1994. 

She starts off with a writing mistake. At the 7am time she says this; I am the teacher for first grade there; my daughter is in fifth grade. LINK 

Then this: 8:45 a. m. School starts. I teach first, second, and third grade at a multigrade Christian school that my children attend. Before this, I had home schooled my children for several years.

Here’s the concern. At the 7am mark she says she teaches first grade, then at the 8:45a mark she says, she teaches first, second, and third. Now, this may not seem like a big deal. We’re talking about Svali, who is a writer and, would have said at the 7am mark the grades she teaches. This is a wrinkle because she decides simply being a first grade teacher isn’t enough she must teach more classes.

Remember, Svali has stated several times how she is the best, smartest and most loved. She decided at 8:45 teaching one grade wasn’t enough. She needs to teach three grades.

At 1:00am She says she and her husband threatened to ‘beat’ her son. We don’t talk about day at night, EVER!” we remind him.” Do you want to be beaten?” He looks hurt, then the rest of the drive is in silence, the children looking out the windows of the car as we glide silently to our destination. LINK    

1:20 am We are at the first checkpoint at the military base. We drove in the back entrance and are waved through, the lookouts recognize our car and our license plates. They would stop anyone who wasn’t familiar or authorized to be there. We will pass two more checkpoints before coming to the meeting area. It is at a large field on a major marine base that includes hundreds of acres. Small tents are erected, and temporary bases set up for the night’s exercises. We come either here, or to one of three different meeting places, three times a week.  LINK  

From the address that fits Svali’s description, the base would have to be Miramar Marine Base.  This base is approximately 20min from Lakeside Ca. where Sheri and her husband lived. She states her children are 6 and ten at this time. They are the ones who take them to be abused at these ‘meetings.’

At 2:35a Svali writes this: “How’s your night going?” Jamie, a friend, asks. I only know her as Jamie, it isn’t her real name, but we all go by our nicknames at night. She is also one of the teachers at the school during the day, but we aren’t friends there. “Slow. I had to correct another stupid kid,” I say. I am not kind at night, because no one has ever been kind to me. It is a very dog- eat-dog and political atmosphere where the cruel win. “How about you?” I ask. She grimaces. “I had to march some brats around”, she says, referring to military exercises with children ages 8 to 10. Every night there are military exercises, because the group is preparing for the eventual takeover. The children are divided into groups by age, and different adults take turns teaching. We chat for a few minutes, and then go back to our “jobs”.   LINK   

Where Jamie is talking about having to ‘march some brats around’ the age range of the kids are given, 8-10. Svali’s daughter is 10. Were one of these kids her’s? She didn’t ask, didn’t show any interest that is odd.

2: 45 This is a short session. It is a “tune up” for a member who is one of the military leaders. I take his profile out and review it before starting. The head trainer and one other trainer are working with me. The hypnotic induction goes quickly, and he remembers his programming. It is reinforced with shock, and we check through all parameters. They are all active and in place. I sigh with relief. This was an easy one, and he doesn’t fight us. Afterwards, I am soothing and kind. “You did well, “ I tell him. Inside a little trickle in my stomach revolts at the use of brutality to teach. He nods, still slightly dazed from the session. “You can be proud of yourself,” I tell him, and pat his hand. He is given his reward afterwards, and spends time with a child. He is a pedophile and this is how he is comforted after his session. LINK  

Notice the phrasing of the sentence, “The head trainer and one other trainer are working with me.” This phrasing is wrong. Svali talks often about rank, hierarchy, etc.  The sentence should read something like this, “I’m working with the head trainer and another trainer.” Rank driven activities the lower ranking person doesn’t place themselves above the higher ranking. 

Svali also knowingly and without remorse states, “He is given his reward afterwards, and spends time with a child.”

My thoughts are, this Day in the Life doesn’t have as much detail in it as the Day in the Life 2 because she hadn’t met Doug Riggs yet to get wild stories from.

 

Svali 2005

There was a gap in my timeline on the post  Svali Returned to the cult. The gap was for 2005.  I’ve found that in 2005 Sheri was in Tulsa.  LINK

Sheri Waldrop lives in Tulsa, Oklahoma and is known to work late into the night to finish projects (“It helps to be a night person in this business,” she states) and loves providing clients with creative copy that is results oriented. The founder of Pro-Scribe Writing, her years of copywriting and Web writing experience help her produce polished content.

Her household includes her husband, her teenage son, and three dysfunctional cats who enjoy being fed at frequent intervals (her husband and son enjoy this as well!) When she isn’t writing advertising copy, she enjoys curling up with a good book, drinking gourmet tea, and chatting with friends in the Internet business.  LINK

“I forgot to mention she was not in seclusion with MSTC and D.R. This was around 05 and she was well out of there by 08, having left probably only be there a month or more? Of course D.R. was in Tulsa OK.”  LINK

After researching the leads here is what I’ve discovered.  D.R. is Doug Riggs and MSTC is Morning Star Church in Tulsa Oklahoma.

Doug Riggs, a long time Christian minister and SRA therapist who has worked with many ritual abuse survivors has spoken about the “Nephilim Mothers” being groomed to conceive hybrid children. He does say that these “Nephilim children” mostly males, look like normal humans and are usually physically ”beautiful people”.  LINK  

Doug Riggs is the founder and Pastor of, Morning star testimony church. The church mainly comprises of women and men who were involved in sexual unions with fallen angels. Many of the churches attendee’s are women who had sex with a fallen angel, and gave birth to a nephilim (part fallen angel/part human being entity). Many of the people from Doug’s church have also been involved with the secret underground military bases, and have been under some form of mind control in the past. Doug Rigg’s is a Pastor and counselor who deals with people most churches want nothing to do with. Many of the people who Doug helps have been under the mind control of Nazi doctor, Joseph Mengele, who was absorbed into the CIA after Germany lost the war. According to multiple witnesses, Mengele became the chief mind controller for the: Illuminati, Satanic cult’s, Jesuit Order and various intelligence agencies. According to my own research, Mengele was later succeeded by Michael Aquino.  LINK  

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At this point why didn’t Svali say she knew and worked with Doug? She used his articles when she wrote for Suite 101. 

 

UNDERSTANDING THE PHENOMEMOLOGY OF SRA/DID

Jul 29, 2001 – © Doug Riggs

 

**Trigger warning: contains Christian content

Here is a guest article by someone whose work with survivors and help to those in the healing community I respect greatly. Here are some insights based on his therapeutic work and insights as a Christian.  LINK 

In 2005, Doug met Peter Xu Yongze, from China. I wonder if this is when Svali met Hoji? I’ll delve more into Svali, Doug, and Hoji in a later post.

Svali talks about hybrid labs and nephilim on her blog.  LINK 

The very first paragraph should give anyone a bit of a pause. Svali talks often about her ‘faith’ yet she says this: The book of Enoch in the Apocrypha also makes some reference to them. 

The book of Enoch isn’t in the Christian bible or the Jewish texts. It is not part of the biblical canon as used by Jews, apart from Beta Israel. Most Christian denominations and traditions may accept the Books of Enoch as having some historical or theological interest, but they generally regard the Books of Enoch as noncanonical or noninspired. LINK  

Apocrypha are works, usually written, of unknown authorship or of doubtful origin. LINK 

So what is the reason Svali is using it as a source? If she is a Christian and the Bible is the word of God why is she referencing a work outside of the bible?

What I will share here is based upon my own memories while in the group of these things.  I realize that these are recovered memories, shared by parts. Some may disbelieve what I share here, while others may be surprised. LINK  

Doug Riggs:  For the past 28 years every woman I have worked with who has been a part of the hybrid breeding program has dissociated Nephilim ‘parts’ represented in her internal DID system and phenomenology which is the result of her conditioning and programming.  LINK  

The Jesuit order has been involved in trying to create half-demonic/half-human individuals for many years (since the early 1900’s, especially). This attempt is known as the “Hybrid Project” by those in the order, with the express intent of creating “satan’s son” and includes the following elements:  LINK  

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The latter is extremely important, because carrying a hybrid child is very difficult on the mother. Once impregnated, the birth mother will experience extreme oppression and depression, and over the months, as the fetus grows, the birth mother may literally die from the amount of spiritual oppression in which the mother feels literally consumed from within.  In other cases, the mother will abort the fetus before she herself dies, partway through the pregnancy (this happened to me at age 14, when I was a carrier).  LINK 

Remember when Svali was fourteen she was hospitalized for an eating disorder, in rehab for drug use, tortured for six weeks, and sent on ‘several missions’ to infiltrate christian ministries.

Svali learned the Nephilim mothers from Doug Riggs, as well as: Jesuits, Mengele, and stating she’s an Illuminati bloodline, to name a few.  I have yet to find which bloodline she claims, except for German. I’ll address those things in another post as well.

 

Also, Svali said she returned to the cult in 2003 and left in 2007. Why then was she with Doug Riggs in Tulsa in 2005?

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Body Count Breaks 2,000

I’ve posted previously on the large number of people Svali says are murdered by the cult. (Yet some how she survives?) I’ve kept an estimate on the number of those killed. The estimate I keep is rounded down as Svali talks in vague terms at times about the number of people killed. But, in her recent post she gave the solid number of 1,000 people killed.

In the center of the arena are 1000 golden poles, with individuals of varying ages, from infancy to young adulthood tied.  The group of fathers-to-be will spend the day killing them all with special golden knives, in a mass sacrifice that initiates them into the order.

Some of the initiates stagger, or even fall, from this weight; but they are expected to rise and continue without assistance, or they will be unable to receive their ordination. Most do, but occasionally one will fail to be able to. The other initiates are under orders to kill the one who fails and does not rise within 15 minutes to continue. LINK 

Number of deaths: 1001

Over time, the number of students diminishes (due to deaths during military exercises, or during programming) and by the time the children are 12, fewer children remain than began classes at age 6. LINK

Number of deaths: UK. I chose the number 8. Svali talks about how the cult doesn’t want to kill children.

In the afternoon, there are “anatomy and physiology” classes where subjects (usually, homeless people or those purchased from refugee camps) are used to teach topics such as how to torture (including skinning alive; paralysis points, pain points, how to use knives and other instruments to inflict pain, including heated needles and rods). These classes also include demonstrations of various techniques for killing a human being, from suffocation, to poisons (the children are taught how to administer, and see the effects), to knives, and other methods. The children are given a living human being to “dissect” and learn anatomy from, since this knowledge is essential when torturing or programming other   LINK  

Number of deaths: UK. I chose the number 52. One death a week for the year.

Body Count:  2,111

This is a conservative number as apparently these deaths occur every year, for every class. 

Sheri Waldrop and CARE

Svali is at CARE she wrote this article:

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I wrote about CARE here.  LINK 

Cheryl Knight is the President of the board and staff members. This is the sort of thing she posts on on her facebook page:

 

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CARE lists this under their statement of faith:

  • We are called out to be a special people to God, to love Him and serve Him as the one true God. We are also free and empowered to love our neighbors and to serve one another.

First, a picture of Hitler by a person who says they are a Messianic Jew is highly inflammatory. I get she’s trying to paint liberals as being like Hitler, but is that really what Jesus would do? Is Cheryl really saying all liberals are like Hitler?

This is what she wants CARE to represent to survivors of horrific abuse.  Let’s challenge this meme a bit. Are these things really so bad to want for people?

Israel has universal health care and has had it since 1995. One-hundred percent of the population is entitled to comprehensive coverage provided by four competing health plans. LINK 

Gave free homes to the homeless. This is what the Bible says about homeless people and how they should be treated. The bible that Cheryl says she follows says these things:

Whoever oppresses a poor man insults his Maker, but he who is generous to the needy honors him. (prov 14:31) For there will never cease to be poor in the land. Therefore I command you, ‘You shall open wide your hand to your brother, to the needy and to the poor, in your land.’ (Deut 15:11) and But if anyone has the world’s goods and sees his brother in need, yet closes his heart against him, how does God’s love abide in him? Little children, let us not love in word or talk but in deed and in truth. (1 John 3:17-18) “Anyone who has two shirts should share with the one who has none, and anyone who has food should do the same.” (Luke 3:11)

Created Jobs for Jobless.  The New Deal by Franklin Roosevelt created new jobs during the great depression. “When Roosevelt took office in 1933, he acted swiftly to stabilize the economy and provide jobs and relief to those who were suffering.” LINK  

Vegetarian. “Unless you have been living under a rock you will probably already know that Israel has become the leading vegan country in the world, with 5.2% of the population eschewing all animal goods in their daily diet. This number has more than doubled since only 2010 when 2.6% of the population was vegan or vegetarian.”  LINK LINK

Animal lover. As I recall Cheryl owned a dog. I believe it was/is a Golden Retriever. 

Gave free college education to all.  The government of Israel sets the college tuition prices. Higher education is the only big-ticket item that’s still consistently and dramatically cheaper in Israel. The annual cost of tuition at an Israeli university (which is set by the government) is today NIS 10,200 or $2,890.  LINK  

Gun control laws. Israel has compulsory military service everyone has to serve if they are able. The gun control laws changed in 2018

But, Unlike the US, Israel does not allow unlimited gun ownership and strictly controls who is allowed to own a weapon. Citizens wishing to be armed must be over 21 and have a valid reason for needing a gun, such as living in Judea and Samaria or working in a hazardous environment. Buying assault weapons is forbidden and every gun owner is only allowed to own up to 50 bullets. LINK 

Eliminated poverty and hunger.  I think they are referring to Hitler’s Hunger Plan  On this, all I can say, “Wow Cheryl. This is the Jesus you represent to the world as well as your organization.”

Again, I stress: If you are a survivor, don’t go to CARE. It has all the red flags of a cult.

In closing aren’t a number of these things what Jesus and Christians should be for? Feeding the homeless, taking care of the sick (Jesus healed and didn’t charge), creating jobs so people don’t starve and can live, didn’t Jesus want to eliminate poverty and hunger?

Posting a meme of Hitler, one of the most evil men in history, ending with this quote, ‘He was everything today’s liberal craves’ is a slap in the face to Jesus. Because, let’s face it Jesus asked his followers to love one another and to love your neighbor as yourself.  You see none of that in Cheryl’s post.

This post also implies that liberals use the same ends to a means as Hitler. Liberals aren’t the group of people who are detaining children and separating them from their parents at the American border. Liberals aren’t the ones targeting people of the Muslim faith. Liberals aren’t the ones targeting GLBTQ people. People like Cheryl are. These are the same kind of people Hitler targeted.

 

A Day in the Life of a Trainer 2

Day in the life of a trainer 2 LINK  

Several years ago, I wrote an article about a day in the life of a trainer in my American presentation. This article is about the day of a life in the cult host, where most of my life was spent, as a trainer overseeing facilities. I was in my cult host when doing these activities.

3:30 am: My beeper, one of four that I have (for various facilities, plus a country that I am military commander over) goes off. I am sleepy, having gone to bed just three hours before. But the work at a programming facility never ends, and the group I work for is not kind to its trainers – even the head trainer over the facility. I get up, take a quick shower, and put on my clothes and lab coat, grab a cup of coffee and start the day.

Why is Svali still alive? If she was in charge of four facilities and the military commander of a country one would think she would be too great a liability to kept alive. Svali often talks about assassins, she meets with the “Assassin Corp” later in the day even.

Svali would be able to identify locations of facilities, names of people, their plans, everything about this group. She was the best, the lead programmer, the head of so many things.

People have been killed for less. Why haven’t they killed her?

Also, beepers (pagers) she wouldn’t need four. She would have two at most. Where would she keep them all? Two on each hip? Svali would only need one pager that’s how they work. People call the pager number and it lets you know who it is and you need to call them back.

Why not simply have a cell phone? She talks about all the facilities she oversees as well as being a military commander. Svali would always be looking for a phone.

4:00 am: All of my trainers are gathered together to give a quick update on what is going on in the facility. These are bright, outstanding trainers, and their reports are quick and to the point. Any unusual changes in the children and infants are noted, and the goals for the day are quickly discussed. My beeper for another facility goes off, and I answer it. It is a crisis there; a child being trained attacked and nearly killed its trainer, and has been put in isolation; the trainers are asking what they should do. I tell them to wait until I get there later in the day, and in the meantime ask them to send the video records of the event for me to review right away.

She oversees four facilities. They contact her directly?  This isn’t how smooth running facilities are set up. It would be the ‘typical’ supervisor over each section, who reports to their manager, then each manager would report to the head of the facility who would then report to Svali.

Can you imagine if every ‘department’ in each facility contacted Svali if there was an issue?  According to her they do. She talks about it further along in her day.

Good leadership is set up so the leader of everything is only contacted if the place is on fire.

4:30 am: the day starts with a ritual, with all the trainers participating together. The trainers range in age from mid-40’s, to young training mentees of age four. Most children are taught how to program others starting at age three, and by four, will follow their programmers around, learning how to program others from them.

Remember the sentence; Most children are taught how to program others starting at age three…

4:50 am: Facility rounds start with checking on the infants, to review their progress, their responses, and to address any difficulties (such as failure to thrive, unusual responses) that have come up. These genetically enhanced infants are extremely bright, and greet their trainers with coos of delight. This response has been repeatedly reinforced; any infant that turns away in anger from its trainers is brutally punished, and isolated/abandoned to extinguish this behavior. The infants are rewarded for dissociation and their ability to smile, bond with, and attach to the people who torture them. Today is the day that this group of infants, who are all roughly the same age, will undergo training to enjoy sadomasochistic sex. The infants are roughly abused sexually, while at the same time tech stimulation of the pleasure centers of the brain is being done. The infants have already learned to open their legs for sexual activity on hand and voice command, and this is another step in their training. One infant refuses to open its legs on command, and is hung painfully upside down and whipped with a baby whip for this infraction.

Svali admits to extreme sexual abuse of infants as well as physical torture. Why doesn’t Svali go to the police? Her sister Adrienne says this; Don’t bother with any rational questions, because it just proves that the cult runs and controls everyone. When I posed similar questions to her, such as why she didn’t go to the police about this, she would say the police are in on it and protect all those baby murderers. LINK 

Perfect excuse to do nothing.

Unnecessary detail. She said this for shock value and no other reason.

5:45 am: By this time, I have reviewed the video of the issue at the other facility, seen where the trainer made an error working with the super theta (a child who has never been allowed outside the facility, has undergone horrific abuse and bonding, and has learned to channel its rage spiritually). The trainer pushed the child too hard, did not look for its cues of stress, and the child reacted predictably. I resolve to put the child with another trainer, and to discuss what went wrong with the trainers at the facility. I sigh. I wonder what caused the trainer to push so hard, and how I will deal with him at the meeting I will have privately later with him and his mentor at the facility. He is 17 years old, has been programming children for 14 years now, and should know better.

The trainer who is attacked is 17 and been programming for 14 years.  That makes him 3 when he started programming. At 4:30 she said something a bit different about the age of 3. She says starting at three they begin to learn about programming and at 4 they are shadowing and beginning to program.

She also says this about programming: Betrayal programming will begin in infancy, but will be formalized at around ages six to seven, and continue on into adulthood. LINK 

At this time, I went into classes for part of each day (the preschoolers are genetically enhanced and highly intelligent, and go for four hours a day), where I learned languages, oral history, and how to read and write (I could do so by age three and a half, in several languages).  I was also learning martial arts (one of my favorite classes at the time), and military skills, including how to take apart and put together a gun, how to shoot a target; how to defend myself against an attack dog; the use of various poisons, basic field first aid, how to climb over barriers, running, how to follow someone without being noticed, and other skills. LINK  

All children in the group I was raised in have at least basic competency as a trainer or programmer.  This training also continued in the “lab” time, and included instructional classes where my classmates and I were allowed to watch the older trainers and ask questions. We were also taught skills on homeless people and others considered less valuable, learning how to install programming; read brain scans and monitor responses.  By age six, I had significant basic competency as a trainer, and could install many basic programs successfully. LINK 

Svali couldn’t install programming until the age of six as well as programming is still occurring.

6:15 am: I have grabbed another cup of coffee and a brioche for breakfast, brought to me by one of my students. I have 24 students that I work with intensely, who are all top trainer potentials themselves. They vie with each other to see who can bring me coffee, or lab reports, or meals in order to spend extra time with me, since I am their primary trainer and the person they love most on earth. I make them take turns, since I don’t like to play favorites. I feel a small trickle of dread in my stomach, and push it away. It is time to go check on the birth mothers in another level of the facility.

Unnecessary detail.

6:30 am: Rounds at the birth mother area are done, with all students and trainers involved in this area present. There are currently 15 birth mothers in private rooms. It is month seven of the prenatal training, and all of the birth mothers look inhuman, with heads and pubic areas shaved; their teeth all missing (pulled out during torture sessions); and missing arms and legs due to the slow removal of digits, then hands and feet, then lower limbs, and finally the cutting off of the entire limb. Because of the healing technology, the stumps have healed well, but the birth mothers have almost completely lost their humanity. They have just finished eating breakfast, a nutritious mush in a bowl, which they eat out of like dogs on the floor since they have no hands to eat with. The birth mothers alternately howl and whimper as we come and assess the fetuses; they have learned to associate the presence of lab coats and trainers with inhuman torture. The fetuses are growing well, and respond positively on the brain scans to hearing the voices of their primary trainers, who they are completely bonded to since the emotional “leaving” of their birth mothers after months of torture which was blamed on the fetus. The fetuses will undergo their celestial city programming today, with visits from actors who represent the main controllers within the city, and a visit from the occultic “messiah” who promises to give them peace, safety and joy as they obey him. Later, “hell” programming with birth mother torture in a simulated hell will be reinforced.

Unnecessary detail. Given for shock value.

Note her time that she gives for her rounds: 30 min. That’s 2 min for each ‘mother.’ Which leaves no time for questions, review the progress, address any concerns. The average time with each birth mother would be five minutes. That is an hour and 15 min

How does High levels of stress affect the fetus?

Many independent prospective studies have now shown that if a mother is stressed, anxious or depressed while pregnant, her child is at increased risk for having a range of problems, including emotional problems, ADHD, conduct disorder and impaired cognitive development. Both altered brain structure8 and function9 have been shown to be associated with prenatal stress, and also the mother’s experience of early childhood trauma.

Different studies have shown different gestational ages of vulnerability. This may vary for different outcomes. Increased vulnerability to schizophrenia has been found to be associated with extreme stress in the first trimester.14 The risk for other outcomes, such as ADHD, has been found to be associated with stress later in pregnancy.5 LINK  

But too much stress can be harmful.

On the other hand, when women experience severe stress during pregnancy, their babies can be at risk for serious problems. What kinds of stresses are harmful?

In studies on pregnant women, intense stress has been defined to include the following: the loss of a loved one; war; a major catastrophe like an earthquake, flood, fire, or terrorist attack; and interpersonal violence. These stresses have been linked to subsequent miscarriage, prematurity, or low birth weight in infants.[1] Stress that is chronic—like poverty, homelessness, racism, and discrimination—can also lead to low birth weight, as well as later physical and psychological problems. Babies whose mothers experienced these kinds of toxic levels of stress while pregnant are statistically more likely to have respiratory and digestive problems, irritability, or sleep problems in the first three years of life. They are also more apt to experience developmental problems, with cognitive, behavioral, social-emotional, and health issues that suggest neurodevelopmental changes that ripple into adolescence and adulthood. Many of the studies were careful to rule out other potentially confounding environmental factors in order to isolate the effects to the prenatal environment.

Even anxiety about being pregnant can be cause for concern. Research shows that “pregnancy-related fears”—worrying about an unplanned pregnancy, a specific medical risk, the fetus’ health, labor and delivery, or your ability to be a good parent—can be problematic in high doses. Excessive levels of anxiety (as opposed to what you worry about) are correlated with a greater likelihood of having a preterm birth. Also, pregnant women’s high levels of anxiety are correlated with later problems in children, including a difficult temperament, behavioral and emotional problems, anxiety, problems with attention regulation, impulsivity and hyperactivity, immune functioning and autoimmune disease, cognitive problems, and stress regulation LINK 

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The mother’s bodies would not have been able to carry the fetus to term under the conditions Svali talks about.

7 am: By now, I have had 12 calls from five facilities to solve problems and answer questions from head trainers at each, and will need to get ready for a meeting with several of the facility sub-directors to discuss a new programming sequence recently developed for two-year olds that will be implemented. The new sequence improves on the older version of the installation of elements as barriers: the new River Styx and water barrier sequences in the VRs will replace older ones, since they contain certain things the previous programs left out.

She has done all of the above while taking 12 phone calls and answering their questions.

Also, Svali said she’s over four facilities why are 5 calling? 

8:30 am I leave this facility, to go to one in another country. I will be meeting with the head trainers at the facility with the student who attacked a trainer, and deciding how to proceed.

How does she travel, plane, boat, helicopter? She doesn’t identify any countries so you can’t tell how long it takes for her to travel.

12 noon: the previous issues are resolved, and I have reinforced the need to look for subtle signs and cues of stress in children who do not exhibit normal reactions due to their highly abnormal life to the trainers at Facility B (the supertheta training center). I also discuss the need for extra bonding time to prevent attacks like this. The trainers agree that the incident could have been prevented, and a new protocol is created and put into place for prevention. I am now on another flight to another facility where genetics research is being conducted. I eat a quick meal brought to me by one of the five advanced students (ranging in age from eight to 15) who accompany me. These are my top students, who I am mentoring, and they will one day become some of the top trainers in the world. I catch a quick nap, between emails and making several phone calls to resolve issues at the other four facilities that I oversee.

Ah, she flies. Which means, she must travel to the airport, a flight plan must be filed, passenger manifesto, past ports, customs, ect.  

Svali would say a couple of things regarding this:  It was a private jet. The above expectations apply to private jets on international flights. She would then say the ‘cult’ was so powerful these things could be skipped/handled.

The only thing that can possibly be skipped/handled would be the customs agents.

2 pm: My students and I make rounds with the head scientists and researchers at the genetics lab. On the way to rounds, I quiz these mentees on the main genetic markers we will be looking for in this new group of zygotes, and ask questions regarding how they would conduct the research if they were in charge. I am developing future leaders, and am truly interested in their responses, since they are often more intelligent than the current head scientists. They give the correct responses, and we review what will become G19 (Generation 19) genetic enhancements. The scientists have learned how to add exceptional coordination to enhanced muscle mass that is not obvious, since the muscles have a specific shape that appears normal, but is much stronger than ordinary. Enhanced healing abilities have also been added.

If you asked Svali she would probably say: G19 are “The Divine Knights.” This is because she consistently, in my opinion, uses video games and movies to name things. LINK 

4 pm: I have reviewed lab reports and had Skype conferences with the facility sub-directors and trainers for all the facilities that I oversee. I am now flying to the cult facility school, where the children aged six to 12 go to daily classes. I am also the head over this school, and will be meeting with the teachers to review student progress. As I walk down the hall, I am greeted by numerous people, and eager children wave at me or smile as I walk by. The children are on an accelerated schedule, which includes physics at age 7, calculus, and the equivalent of a full medical degree by age 10, among other classes. Some of the classes include language skills (in all the major world languages), and mage classes in the afternoon. I go to my office at the school, and am greeted by a head teacher who brings a “difficult” student who played pranks on the instructor for me to deal with. These children have extremely high IQs (far above 200, on average), and their greatest delight in life seems to be trying to outwit their trainers and instructors. Because creativity and problem-solving are encouraged, some of this is allowed; but I must discipline children who cross the line. This student hacked into the main computer of the school, getting past all the firewalls and security measures in place, and replaced a training video with a video in which all of the trainers involved were naked. I keep my smile to myself at the effort, intelligence and computer skills this prank took, and with a stern look on my face, order the student to go naked for the afternoon in front of their peers; a true humiliation. It is not okay for students to show insubordination to teachers.

With all of their technology they use Skype? Skype came out in 2003. In 2005 Skype implemented video calling.  Then in May of 2006 Skype (owned by Ebay) transitioned to Skypecast where voice conversations were allowed with up to 100 people. LINK   

Svali says she had Skype conferences with facility directors.  That puts her using Skype after May of 2006. Svali ‘disappeared’ in November of 2006.  

Svali oversees 4 (5) facilities, is the military leader over a country and now head over a school?

She abuses another child.

6 pm: I have dinner in my private office with a friend for a few quiet moments alone – a rarity. I then go to evening vespers in the chapel, where the children sing beautiful praises to satan with voices that sound like the Vienna Boys Choir.

Unnecessary detail.

8 pm: After several classes on conducting rituals, and the routine evening sacrifices, I meet with the head of the cult intelligence unit and the second in command in the Assassin Corp. The two are having an argument, and ask me to mediate. The second in the Assassin Corp feels that the intelligence that they received from one of the Asian countries was unreliable based on the reports from one of the Corp members in that country. The head of intelligence argues back that his agents are completely reliable and fast, and have gathered sufficient intelligence for the Corp mission there. After hearing both sides, I and several others decide that the intelligence unit needs to spend more time gathering intel, because we do not want to compromise an agent in the field due to inadequate information. This is also based upon past experience with the Assassin corp second, who is very bright, perceptive and has good intuition regarding such matters. My top student, who will be training intelligence and assassin personnel like these in a couple of years, is present for the meeting in order to learn, but is not allowed to add her input. I do ask for it afterwards, and she gives remarkably perceptive answers.

‘Assassin Corp’ is not how elite groups are named. I think Svali pulled the name from this LINK

Elite military units have names like: Navy Seals, Snow Leopard Commando, GROM, Delta Force, and Gendarmerie Intervention Group.

9:30 pm: I must go to a ceremonial dinner at a major meeting between our group and several others. I will also be gathering intelligence for our group, so I am dressed in a designer gown, full makeup and put on my most charming aspect. Even as a facility director, I often must go on missions myself, especially those that are politically sensitive or that require specialized skills. The group I am in only allows the best to teach others, and so I must use these skills now.

Unnecessary detail.

1 am: I finally go to bed, for a couple of hours, knowing that my day will start in a few hours. After 20 minutes, my beeper goes off; I am being paged to handle another crisis in another part of the world.

There are a number of things that I find problematic with “Day in the Life 2.”

Svali comes across as bragging: Leader of four facilities (maybe 5), the military leader of a country and a school. This is impossible, she often writes about herself in impossible scenarios. Don’t you think being the military leader over a country would be a single job itself?

She talks about how she oversees top students about seven times, she’s the best programmer about 8 times, and the director of facilities about 5 times. Svali also talks about the smartest, best and brightest, most intelligent, numerous times. These are all grandiose and bragging.

I have noted ‘unnecessary information’ in places where she is writing for ‘shock value’ and giving details that don’t matter for example 12 calls, brioche for breakfast and sound like the Vienna Boys Choir.

Svali leaves out in other areas where details do matter. For example how long flights are, she didn’t put in the first one how she traveled (8:30a), and she flies three times, but there is no fourth flight for her to return home.

Her ending is a classic writer’s ending: ; I am being paged to handle another crisis in another part of the world.  This is how writer’s end ‘hero’ stories. (Think of superhero movie endings)  There is no remorse, regret, sorrow, or empathy, in her writing. If someone is sorry for their actions and ashamed they don’t go into such detail about the abuse of children. (4:50a)

A lot of what Svali writes and how she writes are red flags for deception. In the future I plan to go through her interview on January 18, 2006 by Greg Szymanski and list the reg flags for deception and explain them in more detail.

This post of Svali’s raises more questions. The main one I keep asking: When did this happen? What year(s)? She gives years for other things in her life why not this?  She says this at the very beginning of the post: This article is about the day of a life in the cult host, where most of my life was spent, as a trainer overseeing facilities. Where most of her life was spent? There is not a time for Svali to have been able to do this.

Other questions: When did she return to the states?  How did she leave? Why is she alive? If I can find her ‘the cult’ certainly knows where she is.

A side note:

Sval in my opinion watched Alien Resurrection (1997) and used Ripley 8 as a profile. LINK  (Scroll to Hybrid characteristics and compare to 2pm)

This scene from the move for 6:30am.  LINK  

 

Answer To Questions

Anonymous said:

At any point do you plan to cover Svali’s writings under the theme “a day in the life of a trainer”? I am very curious about your take on those as much of it doesn’t sit right with me.

 

Yes, I do plan to cover ‘A Day in the Life of a Trainer.” I am going to focus on Svali’s “Day in the Life of a Trainer 2.”  She wrote another Day in the Life…in 2001. If you would like for me to go through them both please let me know.

Oz

The Feline Question

I would be more than happy to answer questions about validity, etc. with the following provision. I write under a pen name to protect my two children and husband, whom I do not want to have receiving hostile or threatening phone calls, etc. My two children are still healing from the experiences of being raised in the group as well, and I don’t want any experiences that could traumatize them.  LINK

“Svali” is the pseudonym of the woman, age 45, who was a mind “programmer” for the cult until 1996. She was the sixth head trainer in the San Diego branch and had 30 trainers reporting to her. She has risked her life to warn humanity of the Illuminati’s covert power and agenda. LINK   

Svali said she left the cult 1994 or 1995, the dates vary.  Why then did she in 1999 write a story called: “The Feline Question” using her real name, Sheri Waldrop and her pen name Svali?

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Some interesting quotes from Sheri’s story:

“Mom?” It was David, her son. He called dutifully once a week, chatted for five minutes, then rushed off, guilty pangs of neglect eased for the time being. “How are you? Sarah called me last night, and told me you two had a fight.” Yes, blunt as usual, David never wasted any time getting to the meat of things.”

“The summons came in the mail. It was very formal looking, on white parchment paper. It stated that Adelia was to come to court in two weeks, where a competency hearing would be held, to determine if power of attorney should be given to her oldest child, Sarah. Adelia read it and felt a pang of sadness, then placed it on the kitchen counter. Children could be so cruel.”

“The hearing took quite a while. The new lawyer, whom Adelia had never seen before, droned on and on about senility, the “aberrant behaviour” that Mrs. Irving had been demonstrating, and how alarmed her “loving children” had been over her “recent deterioration.” Adelia almost snorted at that, and leaned over to Bradley.”

Sheri’s son’s name is David.  

If you’d like to read the story it’s here: LINK   

The question remains: What is the reason she is writing under the pseudonym ‘Svali’ as well as using her real name Sheri Waldrop? 

A Witness, Hoji

I posted Why isn’t Svali in Jail?  The post talks about how Svali admits to torturing people, murder, and other abuses she has committed.

I was then asked a question  stating the police can’t arrest someone just because they said they murdered someone.

There is an eye witness that Svali identifies, Hoji. 

Many will ask “Where did you go during the years you disappeared?” I chose to go offline, have no cell phone, and live with a safe friend during five years of that part of my healing. I was then tested greatly, and found that God would come through. During this time, one my daughters (Hoji) chose to leave the group as well, in large part due to my testimony for Christ. She remembers (as I do, as well) being there when I was tortured for my faith in Christ, and that I whispered “I forgive you” to her and the others present (leaders of this organization). With this I want to add: “I want you to get free” to each of my loved ones who are still in the group. It really is possible to get free, and this site is my testimony to this fact. May it help and bless those who read its pages.

Svali   LINK  

Hoji has written an article for Svali’s blog.  LINK 

She’s also helped write Svali’s “It’s Not Impossible” book.

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Hoji is Svali’s ‘daughter’ which means she must have been present for the abuse Svali inflicted on others. As well she is present when Svali is being tortured. Hoji is a witness who can identify people and collaborate Svali’s story.

I think with a witness such as Hoji the police can interview them both and get the foundation for an investigation started.

We know Sheridan (Sheri) Waldrop is Svali. I think if there is a witness to these things information can be gathered and an investigation started. 

 

 

 

Did Svali Disappear?

Oh, and HJ, I won’t just disappear on you or recant anything I wrote. You can email me anytime with questions, and I will delightedly expose what SOB’s this group is composed of. Oops, that doesn’t sound Christian there, but God appreciates honesty, doesn’t He? I’m only accurately describing them. I’m still working on forgiveness, as you can see…  LINK  

But, Svali did just that. She “disappeared.”

She was severely warned by the cult to keep quiet about her past. She had been writing and speaking out against the cult and their activities. She has not been heard from since November, 2006. LINK  

When exactly did Svali ‘disappear?’ Where did she go? She said previously she returned to the cult in 2003 and left again in 2007.

Then, in 2003, I went through a terrible time of reprogramming, when I was forced to recant again. The cruelty of what was done cannot be described (loved ones tortured to death in front of me, etc.).  This time it lasted 3 months. At the end of this time, I was in despair, weary and could no longer hold onto my faith in God, and so I recanted again, and denied my faith (choosing Satan) to “save” the lives of those I loved.  LINK   

Over the next few years, I struggled with intense panic, the belief that I was “doomed to hell” and loss of faith. Prayer was painful. But while they were able to program me against hearing Scripture, or prayer, and to promote a false Kristianity, they could not program out the Holy Spirit. Over the next few years, I continued to pray in spite of the pain, and in 2007 left the order. LINK  

I wrote about that time here.  So, clearly she hadn’t disappeared as she was writing under her real name, Sheri Waldrop, Sheridan Waldrop.

Many will ask “Where did you go during the years you disappeared?” I chose to go offline, have no cell phone, and live with a safe friend during five years of that part of my healing. I was then tested greatly, and found that God would come through. During this time, one my daughters (Hoji) chose to leave the group as well, in large part due to my testimony for Christ. She remembers (as I do, as well) being there when I was tortured for my faith in Christ, and that I whispered “I forgive you” to her and the others present (leaders of this organization). With this I want to add: “I want you to get free” to each of my loved ones who are still in the group. It really is possible to get free, and this site is my testimony to this fact. May it help and bless those who read its pages.

Svali  LINK

What five years? There is no time span where she is ‘missing’ for five years.  The reason is, Sheri can’t help using her real last name. She consistently wrote and published under Sheri Waldrop and she lived in Tulsa, Oklahoma.

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She “re-appeared” in 2008. Her friend Ed Koni made that announcement on Svali Speaks.

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Sheri, Svali, Dani, Sheridan Waldrop was never missing.

 

Dani Waldrop

Sheridan Waldrop also goes by Dani Waldrop.  It seems that Svali Waldrop can’t help but using her last name on everything she does. It’s as if she HAS to be known.

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Again, it’s leaving a trail for people to follow. Sheri Waldrop posts about her being Dani Waldrop on her Linkedin account. LINK  

Under the “Reccomendations” section of her Linkedin people are calling her Dani.  To get to Dani’s blog one simply has to hit the “Blog and Portfolio” and they will end up at her site: LINK  

The information in this book is really, really good. It’s gotten me more motivated to try to blog regularly (writers are the worst about this, we always write for ourselves last).

Dani Waldrop–Medical and Technical copywriter at The Write One 4 U ‘  LINK 

Dani Waldrop

Baldwin, Michigan

artist at Yeshua’s Child Art

Writing and Editing

Skills:

Copywriting, Medical Writing, Magazine Articles, Technical Writing, White Papers, Blogging, Web Content, Content Development, Proofreading, Marketing Communications, SEO copywriting, Email Marketing, Oil Painting, Portrait Painting, Portraits, Landscape Painting, Seascapes

Education:

University of Virginia   

B.S.N., B.A., Nursing, Spanish Literature

Experience:

Yeshua’s Child Art   January 2014 – Present

The Write One   May 2011 – Present

Pro-Scribe Writing Service   March 2000 – May 2007

Gams Communications   March 2004 – July 2006

LINK

If Svali is hiding, why again is she using her real last name along with her name Sheri Waldrop?

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Svali 12 Years in San Diego?

Svali says this about her time in San Diego:

After graduation, I went to San Diego in 1981. I was called there by the leadership there. They were strong in military training but weak in sciences, which was my forte. I came and sat on leadership council. I was the sixth head trainer there (the lowest head trainer) and had 30 trainers in the local groups reporting to me. Leadership council met in Ramona, Ca. on an estate there that belonged to a man named Jonathan Meiers.

After years (12) of working with Jonathan, I moved up to the second head trainer position in the county. Jonathan was getting ready to move to regional, and he wanted me to take his place. But he and I also despised each other, and he set me up to take a fall. That’s a whole different story, and was one of the factors that made me leave the groupLINK  

Svali says she was in San Diego for 12 years. That’s not true. Sheri Waldrop (Sheridan) posted this:

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Sheridan (Svali) was in Middletown OH from 1986-1989.

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Sheri even used the same e-mail address when posting as Svali.

Svali and Sheri at the Same Place

Why would Sheridan use her full name; Sheridan Waldrop along with the name Svali?Sheridan used run a site called Pro-scribe Writing Services.  

Copywriter

Pro-Scribe Writing Service

March 2000 – May 2007 7 years 3 months

Fort Worth, Texas area

-Lead copywriter for ad agency campaign to rebrand Fortune 500 company

-Wrote over 150 articles for print and online publication

-As Director of Communications for an agile software firm based in the U.S., wrote proposals, responses to RFQs, user manuals, and created the corporate style guide

-Created sales sheets, emails and landing pages for products in conjunction with a team of graphic artists

-Wrote white papers

-Created SEO-optimized website content

-Technical writer for GIS firm

-Created company blog for quality assurance testing  LINK  

Before Sheridan changed the name to Pro-scribe it was called Svali.50megs.com.

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She used “Svali” in the URL of the blog she was going to use for her writing. She deleted Svali.50megs.com and as you can see it redirects to Pro-Scribe.

On the Pro-Scribe site Sheridan Waldrop lists not only her name, but her contact information as well.  The contact information is the problem.

As Svali, Sheri wrote she fled to Texas fearful for her life as well as the reason she writes under a pseudonym.

I would be more than happy to answer questions about validity, etc. with the following provision. I write under a pen name to protect my two children and husband, whom I do not want to have receiving hostile or threatening phone calls, etc. My two children are still healing from the experiences of being raised in the group as well, and I don’t want any experiences that could traumatize them.  LINK  

I left the group in 1995, sick of the lying, deceiving, and politics, and fearful for my life. LINK  

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Sheri even put that she is a “Contributing Editor/Columnist, Suite 101”. LINK

Sheridan even ‘tested’ the guest book on the site using the name Svali.  

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Svali’s Mugshot, Side by Side

Lyn, who posted this statement in one of her comments , “The “mugshot” photo on the internet is not her. This is easily discernible to those who know her.” She is referring to this post

Lyn has a good point, I should have posted the mugshot of Sheridan Waldrop with a side by side of Sheridan Waldrop and Svali so those of you who view the site can decide for yourselves if it is the same person.

We’re to believe that someone with the exact same name: Sheridan Leslie Waldrop, the same age; 53, the same year that Svali was living in the Fort Worth area and looks like her isn’t her.

 

Svali Returned to the Cult

Sheri states she returned to the cult in 2003 and didn’t leave until 2007.  So, that should bring into question everything she posted during those four years. Was Sheri continuing to abuse her children?

Was Svali spreading disinformation? Was she infiltrating religious organizations? She did these things when she was 14.

At that point, I created a split based upon the despair and utter horror, who became “Christian 2”, the new presenter. This part agreed never to pray to the real Jesus, and lived a form of Christianity without its power. To seal the programming, I was sent on several missions to infiltrate Christian ministries in Europe and Asia, and was forced to other deeds, such as cursing the Holy Spirit,  and telling an effigy of “Jesus” that I hated Him, and other things. LINK 

The age of fourteen when she was hospitalized for anorexia because of liver failure, was in rehab for drug abuse, tortured for six weeks because she became a Christian and was pregnant with a hybrid child.

In 1995, when I left the order the first time and fled to Texas, I began working on deprogramming. For several years, I was on “sabbatical” while they tried to determine what to do to me (during this time, my American children came to live with me as well). Then, in 2003, I went through a terrible time of reprogramming, when I was forced to recant again. The cruelty of what was done cannot be described (loved ones tortured to death in front of me, etc.).  This time it lasted 3 months. At the end of this time, I was in despair, weary and could no longer hold onto my faith in God, and so I recanted again, and denied my faith (choosing Satan) to “save” the lives of those I loved.

I also at that time swore my love and loyalty to “he who has come” who was a young child, agreeing to be his servant.

Over the next few years, I struggled with intense panic, the belief that I was “doomed to hell” and loss of faith. Prayer was painful. But while they were able to program me against hearing Scripture, or prayer, and to promote a false Kristianity, they could not program out the Holy Spirit. Over the next few years, I continued to pray in spite of the pain, and in 2007 left the order. LINK 

When in 2003 did this happen?  Who is ‘they’? Why wait eight years to bring her Svali back? Did she really leave in 1995 because she says:  I dealt with rage, taking a sledge hammer and breaking rocks (which helped my friend, who was building a rock foundation and fence on part of her property). I was depressed and felt horrendous betrayal as I remembered my children accessing me, and taking me to be hurt; and realizing that it would not be safe to have contact with them.  LINK 

If her children were taking her to be ‘hurt’ and accessing Svali wouldn’t ‘they’ know everything she had posted? What she had said in the interviews? Tell her what to say?

I want to be clear, I will most likely say this again: Sheri Waldrop is blaming her children for what happened.  Her son was 15 years old in 2003. A 15 year old who she raised in the cult.

Sheri’s daughter was 19 in 2003. Svali is saying her children did this to her. Her children who in 2003 were children.

This is a classic abuse tactic for an abuser to blame their victims and that is exactly what Sheri has done. She was their parent, it was her job to protect her children. They didn’t betray her, she betrayed them.

2003

June 9, 2003 Svali was on line posting on a survivor’s site.

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On November 3, 2003 Svali was on an installment of the TechTV program Conspiracies, “Satanic Panic”.

svalispeaksagain 11:16 pm on June 3, 2017

Christmas in the Cult

Svali (originally published in 2003)

Christmas is a time when people think warmly of family gathered around the Christmas tree, sharing laughter as presents are opened and sleepy-eyed children excited see what Santa has brought. Adults share egg nog and cheer, and happy traditions are followed. LINK 

She’s got her own published date wrong.  Svali originally published Christmas in the Cult in 2001

Cristmas in the Cult

Author: Svali

Published on: December 23, 2001

Related Subject(s): Adult child abuse victims — Psychology , Ritual abuse victims — Psychology , Christmas — Psychological aspects

Christmas is a time when people think warmly of family gathered around the Christmas tree, sharing laughter as presents are opened and sleepy-eyed children excited see what Santa has brought. Adults share egg nog and cheer, and happy traditions are followed. LINK 

If she had published this originally in 2003 it would have been a bigger problem.

Sheri said she was tortured for three months. She was on line in June and in November she gave an interview.

That means between January and May she could have returned which would make  her post in June and anything after June suspect.

The other months are July through September which makes her November interview and everything she posted and any thing she did after November suspect.

Below is the timeline from 2004 until 2007. This is to show that Sheri (Svali) was living a ‘normal’ life writing and starting business. She wasn’t  flying around Europe being a head trainer abusing children and torturing adults as she suggests in this post. LINK 

2004

Copywriter

Pro-Scribe Writing Service

March 2000 – May 2007  7 years 3 months

Fort Worth, Texas area

NOVEMBER 1, 2004

Exploring the Deep End

Vol. 7 •Issue 6 • Page 44Patient HandoutDiabetic Foot CarePDF FormatDiabetic foot complications are the No. 1 cause of non-traumatic foot amputations in the United…LINK

Work-related Injuries: Preventing the PT From Becoming the Patient
Waldrop, Sheri
February 2004
PT: Magazine of Physical Therapy; Feb2004, Vol. 12 Issue 2, p34


Freelance Copywriter

Gams Communications

March 2004 – July 2006  2 years 5 months

Wrote ads, sales flyers, catalog copy,brochures. Lead writer for branding campaign for nationally-known  LINK 

How to Write Irresistible Emails”

Internet Moms, Michael Fortin blog

April 2004

Part of a series I wrote on how to conduct successful email campaigns. I was later asked to be a guest author in a Wiley publication about online marketing

2005

While studying her discussion forum on her website at the time, lionlambministries.org, I saw her say in December 2005 that she was ready to break her silence and go on the radio. LINK  

2006

On January 18th 2006 Sheridan did an interview with Greg Szymanski which means she was still involved with the group. How can we believe what she says if she was actively involved in the illuminati/Jesuits at this time? LINK  

Clinical Abstract for Legal Clients

April 2006 – April 2006

Created abstracts of clinical studies for a firm that provides these abstracts to lawyers. LINK

September 08, 2006   Business News

(PRLEAP.COM) FORT WORTH, TX.—Sept. 08, 2006—Waldrop Marketing Communications, a boutique marketing consulting and communications agency, today announced the launch of a company blog, “The Results-Oriented Marketer.” This blog provides weekly marketing and branding advice geared to small to mid-sized businesses, with topics that range from how to do your own search engine marketing to how to create “killer emails”. LINK  

She was attending church,  

Through a lot of prayer, I had my whole church praying for me here in Texas LINK 

She was severely warned by the cult to keep quiet about her past. She had been writing and speaking out against the cult and their activities. She has not been heard from since November, 2006LINK 

2007

In 2007, I had gone through a very difficult time in my life. I was in a very abusive marriage, and had moved back to Texas after leaving the state for a year.  LINK

Over the next few years, I continued to pray in spite of the pain, and in 2007 left the order. LINK

06/07/07 filed for divorce from her second husband, James.

But, in 2006 she was going to church in Texas.

I’m still not certain when she found time to be the head trainer, answer calls from five facilities, and be the military commander over another country.

 

 

 

 

Svali’s Mother; Shirley Triplett

Svali’s (Sheri Waldrop) mother was born Shirley Ruth Owens, May 23, 1932.  

Shirley married Svali’s father Robert in 1951.

Sheri was born in 1957.

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Shirley married Sheri’s stepfather. William W. Triplett Jr in 1961.

Sheri would have been four at the time.  She states by the time she was four she had already assassinated someone.

and had already performed several assassination missions (the first one completed at age 4; I was deadly as a child, which the order counted on, since no one would suspect a child that young). LINK

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Below is a timeline of Shirley’s life that I’ve put together with links. There are some gaps that I’m working to fill in and will post those when I get them. W. W. Triplett are the initials for William Wirt Triplett.

July~1971~~7-22 COLLIE PUPS, Blue Ridge Kennels, AKC, repeat of point winning litter, show and pet qualities, permit shots, pedigree and health records. $75 and up. Stud service. W. W. Triplett, Markham, Virginia. 364-2846LINK 

In 1971 Sheri was fourteen. If we go by her timeline fourteen was a busy year for her. Sheri became a Christian, had an eating disorder, was in rehab, and was pregnant with a hybrid child.

I became a Christian at the age of 14, in my American presentation. But the word got out inside, and my cult host also became a Christian at that age. For two months, I was at a rehab center for drug use. When I went back home, I was immediately flown overseas, where six weeks was spent in torturing me and loved ones in order to get me to recant my faith.  LINK

When I was 14, I became a Christian – a real one – in my American presentation. My life was transformed completely. For 3 months (which is unusual, I believe God protected me) I experienced the joy, love, peace of knowing the real Jesus and His forgiveness. Because I was already in a leadership position in the order, this could not be tolerated (they were Satanists, after all), and so after this initial 3 months, I went through terrible experiences to cause me to give up my faith and recant (these experiences went on for 6 weeks, culminating in watching the deaths one by one on crosses of my Vatican class of 12, who I considered closer than any brothers or sisters in my presentations). After the sixth was tortured in front of me, I recanted. I gave up, and denied Christ to save them. LINK

 was 14 years old, and decided to start dieting.I was an instant success at dieting strenuously, since my iron self-control and discipline had taught me to ignore my body’s signals since early childhood. I was proud of my ability to eat tiny amounts in spite of severe hunger. I lost weight quickly.“You’re too thin, I can see every rib,” my roommate at school that year told me. “I’m getting worried about you.” “No, I’m fat,” I insisted. I looked in the mirror and saw someone who was obese, who had to lose more weight to be okay. Why couldn’t others see how fat I was?Several weeks later, my mother had to come and get me. My liver had shut down, and I was hospitalized. I was 5 feet 10 inches tall and weighed 90 pounds. I was still insisting that I was too fat. I came close to dying from this disorder as I entered my teen years and it would be years before I came close to a normal body weight. I never received treatment from a therapist for it, because my parents didn’t believe in therapyt. Instead, I was given a programming command to “eat, don’t die” from my mother when I refused to eat after I was discharged home. I shook and shook for hours, and finally picked up the spoon and swallowed some soup LINK  

The latter is extremely important, because carrying a hybrid child is very difficult on the mother. Once impregnated, the birth mother will experience extreme oppression and depression, and over the months, as the fetus grows, the birth mother may literally die from the amount of spiritual oppression in which the mother feels literally consumed from within.  In other cases, the mother will abort the fetus before she herself dies, partway through the pregnancy (this happened to me at age 14, when I was a carrier). LINK

This seems a tad far fetched. Would people want an anorexic, drug abuser, who became a Christian and was tortured to carry a hybrid child all within the same year? Also, with the times she gives not counting the hospitalization for her eating disorder that’s approximately 8-9 months out of year.

1973~February Shirley was busy working to get a dog show arranged.  LINK 

1973~January a notice for an event that will take place in April. ( bottom right of page)  LINK

April~1973~ Warrenton is putting on its show without a superintendent, so Mrs. P. Carl Tuttle, bench show chairman, and Mrs. W. W. Triplett, the secretary, have been tremendously busy. “Last year we expected a few hundred dogs for our first show and we drew 1,360, so we decided to limit our entry,” said Mrs. Triplett. “As it is we have 1,441. We are operating our own kitchen and are making a donation to the 4‐H organization for letting us use their grounds. Warrenton is a rural club, with many of our members living miles apart. But they all have co‐operated beautifully to put the show.”    Note Shirley was involved with this event in 1972 as well.   LINK

In 1973 Sheri would have been sixteen years old. As of this time I haven’t found anything that she has posted as Svali for this age. 

1977~The pup was shown by its Lynette Keyser of A German Charm von owned and shown by Buddy Alger of was judged best in the working dog Show judge Shirley Triplett of Markham praised the quality of the par ticularly in the hunting which drew nine The dog show overlapped the annual 4H style dress in which club members modeled clothing they had made in sewing projec  LINK 

August 26, 1977 Harrisonburg Daily News Record – Harrisonburg, Virginia, Unit Shirley Triplett of Markham praised the quality of the particularly in the hunting which drew nine The dog sh

April 1979~~puppy group Shirley Triplett: sportiss breeds, puppy group Shirley Triplett: sporting breeds, adult group Lyons: hound breeds PrisriHa Becliis: working breeds, adult group John Hannua: LINK  

October 1980~Non sporting group Judge. Shirley Triplett of Markham. Va.;  LINK  

June 1987~Going back one generation short of Adam,” joked Shirley Triplett.  LINK 

April 1998~  LINK  

1999 Fort Myers Dog Club LINK  

November 1999~ LINK 

March 2001~~LINK

October 2004 ~ LINK

2006~Shirley Triplett dies.  LINK

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As I stated there are some gaps that I will fill as I get the information regarding Shirley.  She went to a teachers college that I need to follow up on as well as see if she wrote a couple of books.

There are questions:  Sheri states she had two brother’s and a sister.  It’s interesting that she only mentions them a few times in her writings and doesn’t mention her brother Holder at all.  A family such as her’s all of the children would have been raised and trained as she was. Yet, some how they weren’t. 

There is only Svali’s version of the story and if one thinks on it where are Rick, John and Adrienne during all this? Where is her dad, step mother and other family members? She has aunts, uncles and cousins.

Because up until now no one has bothered to look into her story. No one has taken the time to research her story and question the magnificent impossibilities of the life Sheri has claimed to have lived. 

Sheri Waldrop is a fraud. Svali is a fraud.

 

Svali’s Mother

Svali talks a lot about her mother throughout her writings.  Sheri’s (Svali’s) mother’s name is Shirley R. Triplett.  As I stated in previous posts Sheri (Svali) left a trail that can be followed.  Sheri gave the area where she lived as Culpeper, Va. This made it easy to find her family once I found her maiden name (Trumbo).

They are all infiltrated. I don’t think everyone in these groups are Illuminists, but a lot of the leadership is. An example: my mother was friends with Sid Gottlieb, who was part of the CIA. The farm I grew up on was only about a half hour away from his home in Culpeper, Va. She also knew the Dulles family. A lot of the researchers in the CIA were part of it. And I visited Langley, Va. at intervals growing upLINK 

As I stated previously, I have no doubt something happened that was abusive in Sheri’s family.  Something did happen. I’m not calling into question that Sheri (Svali) was abused. What I’m calling a lie is her saying she was raised in the Illuminati/Jesuits/head programmer.

Below are the things Sheri (Svali) says about her mother, Shirley:

I had always remembered my family’s dysfunctionality: that my stepfather was an alcoholic, that my mother would beat her children, that my sister and brothers and I all tried to commit suicide many times growing up. They had to cut my 8 year old brother down when he tried to hang himself.  LINK

When I lived in San Diego, I was in therapy for DID. All that I remembered at the time was a period of three years of ritual abuse with my father and his mother. I thought my mother “rescued” me from him when she divorced him. But my therapy was at a standstill.   LINK   

Both my mother and my stepfather were members of this group. It is a very generational group. My mother sat on the regional council over the Washington, DC area and was in the “spiritual chair”   LINK 

Why did Sheri (Svali) continue to contact Shirley after leaving?  She wrote articles about leaving the cult and advice for others regarding contact with cult members.  

Breaking Free of the Cult      

“You know you’re making all of this up, it isn’t true. I certainly don’t remember any of the things you are telling me.” The speaker was my mother, two years ago, and she was telling me in no uncertain terms that she did not believe me. Her amnesia is intact and strong, protecting her. I had confronted her about the fact that she and I had spent a lifetime in the cult, and that I loved her and wanted her to get out. I had told her specific names of people we both knew in this phone call, the first time I had spoken with her in a year. “Mom, you’re dissociative, that’s why you don’t remember,” I told her. “No I’m not, nothing happened”, she maintained. I decided to blast at her denial a little. She knew that I had never studied or heard German consciously in the daytime, although she had spoken it to me at night since I was very young. She did not consciously know or understand it at all. “Then why can I speak German now that I’ve integrated with my back people?” I asked her, in German. “I’ve never studied it, you know that, or heard it. I studied Spanish and Latin for my languages in school.” There was a pause. “Maybe you’re psychic, and learned it telepathically,” she answered. My mother had to maintain her denial, even then, and come up with some explanation for the unexplainable. But how did she understand my question, which was in German, to her?    LINK 

“Mom, I remember. I remember what happened. I remember my cult name, A—-, I remember yours, Sh——. I remember Dr. Brogan and what happened with him.” “You’re making this all up, sweetie. Nothing happened.” “Then why can I speak German? I never heard it in the daytime, but you talked to me in the night. Why can I hear “Ich bin eine kinder macht sachens gut,” (I am a child who does things well) in my head? The words that you taught me?” “Maybe you’re psychic? You picked it up spontaneously?” This is part of an actual conversation from over a year ago with my own mother.  My mother is in denial, and unwilling to give up her own dissociative defenses, although her explanation of my German seemed to be reaching a bit far. I have not spoken with her since, although I pray for her and my sister daily, and one of my greatest hopes is that they will get out of the cult.  LINK  

Sheri says she’s psychic, so why does that explanation from her mother seem ‘to be reaching a bit far. (?)”  

“Some of this also comes under the heading “theta” programming, or psychic programming.”   

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During the first three years of my life, I lived fulltime in a cult facility in a European country, before I ever met my host families in various countries. This facility was under the direction of a well-known programmerLINK  

I thought her mother was her cult trainer.

It wasn’t until later that I learned that my mother was my cult trainer the first five years of my life; that my husband was taking me back to cult meetings where I was severely punished and programmed to NOT tell in therapy.  LINK  

I was four years old, and strapped to a chair. My arms, wrists, and feet had padded straps that immobilized them, and my neck and head were in a device that prevented movement. The woman came over to me, speaking German in a low, harsh voice. When I didn’t respond correctly, she came closer to me, her angry face poised just above my terrified one. Slowly, methodically, she took the cigarette that dangled from her lips, and moved it towards my thigh, which was bare. She held the cigarette there as I screamed. The woman was my mother, and the small round scar is there to this day.  LINK

My mother walked into the room. A lot of times they have the children, you know, or the parents train the children at these early ages. There was a table in the middle of the room and I was sitting at it. She brings in this cold pitcher of water and she starts pouring it. I said, “Mom! I want a drink of water,” and she slapped me out of the chair. (pause)

Svali: And I remember crying! And as I’m crying, she’s drinking the water in front of me, and she leaves! She takes the pitcher of water. And a couple of hours later, she came back in and did the same thing. And I said, “Mom, Mom, I want water!” And she slapped me! I mean, across the room.

After this had happened about three times, luckily I was bright enough that by the third time she came in, I mean, I remember crying silently, but I just looked at her. I didn’t ask.

After she got up and left with the pitcher, a man came into the room. He said, “You did very well that time.” And then he gave me a drink of water.   LINK   

Sheri (Svali) says this:

I will share my own personal memories of this. At night, by age 8, Dr. Timothy Brogan of George Washington University, my main trainer, and my mother would take me to Langley, Virginia. LINK

Svali: Dr. Timothy Brogan was a professor at George Washington University. He was a specialist in neuropsychology, and one of the top Illuminati trainers in the DC area. He was also close friends with Sidney Gottlieb (another of my mother’s “friends”). LINK  

At times, my mother would sit and chat with her friend, Sidney Gottlieb (who was very very egotistical in this setting), or with Dr. G. Steiner, a medical doctor who was working on this project with children.    LINK  

Sheri now says she was overseas during this time.  LINK   

Things regarding Sheri’s birth have changed so much who her is her birth mother and Shirley, her biological mother, that her story has taken a turn for the surreal. I’ve written on this topic here.

My genetic mother and father were also present, and participated in a ritual that dedicated me to Satan.  LINK   

On the third day of life, I was implanted in the woman who was my birth mother, but she was not my genetic mother (who was a ranking member of the group I was raised in; the well-known programmer was my genetic father).  LINK  

I began to see that like me, my own mother was once a wounded child. As I prayed for her, I began the long journey towards forgiveness, which is still ongoing.

I chose to not confront my mother while in this state. I went two years without any contact with her whatsoever. I also did this for my own safety and the homicidal rage has been resolved without needing to confront her at the time.  LINK  

Again Sheri contacts her mother, a leader on the council, a powerful woman who wants her dead, her mother who had her kidnapped and sexually assaulted, gave her a return command to “Come back or die.”, burned her with cigarettes, and so much more.

Over three years ago, I called my mother. At the time, even though I had memories coming through of her abuse, they were vague. But then she gave a core command to my systems (she was my trainer the first three years of my life, and was one of three people who could go anywhere inside). The command was to “Come back or die”. I chose to suicide, rather than go back to the cult , and ended up in an Emergency room fighting for my life after taking an overdose. At that point, I stopped all contact with her, and the suicidality was broken. And I began to truly heal and integrate.  LINK  

Thought it was the first five years of Sheri’s life? 

I sit there, feeling as if I have been kicked in the stomach. It hurts most because the call comes from a source close to me: my mother, a leader in the group that I left, who is very angry with me for my decision. Apparently she would rather have her child dead than out, and this hurts.   LINK  

What Can Be Done I immediately reported the abduction and abuse to my therapist, my husband, and my pastor. I considered calling the police, but wondered how they would receive the following: ”I was abducted by a man who I don’t know in a cream colored van with a temporary license plate, so it probably isn’t the real one. He used a halt command on me given to him by my mother and my trainer from San Diego, since they are the only two who know this, that’s why I didn’t fight him when he tied me up.   LINK  

”Why aren’t you dead yet?” the voice asks, then hangs up. I sit there, feeling as if I have been kicked in the stomach. It hurts most because the call comes from a source close to me: my mother, a leader in the group that I left, who is very angry with me for my decision. Apparently she would rather have her child dead than out, and this hurts.  LINK  

Some other things Sheri says about Shirley.

I have seen people go temporarily “blind” because of the demonic influence. I have seen animals psychically killed, by others coming into a circle and directing their “energy” at the animal. These were not aliens, some of them were people I grew up with, and my own mother (she was strange, but not an alien). LINK  

The friend was not an outsider, she was part of the group, and considered expendable. In this group, people are one of two things: “useful” or “expendable”. Everyone works quite hard to be useful. It is not a common punishment, in fact rare, but my mother was an unusually driven and ambitious personLINK  

Or, my mother’s timeless advice given when I was 12 years old: “Never fu– someone lower than you. They will drag you down. Always choose someone higher than yourself.”  LINK  

Several weeks later, my mother had to come and get me. My liver had shut down, and I was hospitalized. I was 5 feet 10 inches tall and weighed 90 pounds. I was still insisting that I was too fat. I came close to dying from this disorder as I entered my teen years and it would be years before I came close to a normal body weight. I never received treatment from a therapist for it, because my parents didn’t believe in therapyt. Instead, I was given a programming command to “eat, don’t die” from my mother when I refused to eat after I was discharged home. I shook and shook for hours, and finally picked up the spoon and swallowed some soup.  LINK  

My sister agreed, jumped at the chance, then found out that she needed my mother’s permission to be placed in foster care (this was rural Virginia in 1975). She asked that night, and my mother unequivocably said “No” to her daughter’s request to be placed in a foster home. Her rationale? “What would the neighbors think if this happened?” she asked. “I can’t have them thinking I’m an unfit mother.” LINK  

Svali’s Maiden Name

In order to find out all I could about Sheri and to verify if her story is true I needed her maiden name.

Sheri (Svali) married Charles Waldrop in San Diego.  This gives Sheri’s maiden name as Trumbo.

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Sheri Trumbo was born in Alexandria Virginia.

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Her father is Robert Holder Trumbo.  He owned and operated an IGA in Virginia and passed away in 2014. Robert remarried, after divorcing Sheri’s mother, to a woman named Evelyn. Evelyn is still living. Robert and Evelyn had a son Robert Jr.

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Sheri’s mother, Shirley remarried after the divorce to a man named William. Shirley passed away in 2006.  William her step father passed away in 1998.

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In order to establish that Sheri’s (Svali’s) story is not true, I need to prove that she wasn’t ever overseas, she wasn’t traveling around Europe being a 4-year old assassin, helping kidnap children in to the sex slave industry, conceived in a petri dish, born in the Vatican, kept the books for child traffickers in Paris, was a student of Josef Mengele, was pregnant in a lab with a hybrid child at the age of 14, knows of over 1,000 murders, she was on the leadership council/head trainer in San Diego, She escaped in 1995, chased by osprey helicopters, returned in 2003 where she traveled again all over Europe over seeing programming sites in 2003, and left again in 2007.

That’s only some of the things that’s Sheri has said. So, I’ll start posting the things she says about her family. Starting with her mother, Shirley.

 

Svali Abuses Her Children

I dealt with rage, taking a sledge hammer and breaking rocks (which helped my friend, who was building a rock foundation and fence on part of her property). I was depressed and felt horrendous betrayal as I remembered my children accessing me, and taking me to be hurt; and realizing that it would not be safe to have contact with them.  LINK  

When Sheri (Svali) posted this about her children it only motivated me more to expose her for the deceptive person she is.  Sheri abused her children by her own account. She took them to rituals, boot camp training, she raised them in the ‘cult’. Now, she acts like a victim when she is the one who by her own words abused her children.

Here is the thing, she did abuse them. Sheri has significant mental health issues, can you imagine being raised by her? Having her as a mother?  The only way she can protect herself from her extravagant lies is to blame her children. Why not, she has been blaming her family since the beginning?  Her mother Shirley, her father Robert, her step-father William, her grandparents, now her children D and E.

No, she isn’t a victim. Her children most definitely are victims.  Sheri has placed them and everyone else in her family in what is called a ‘double bind.’

A double bind is where someone has to choose between two bad choices. The choices Sheri has left her family with are: If they talk about her and her lies they have been brainwashed by the ‘cult’ and are still apart of it.  If they remain silent Sheri is able to say whatever she wants about them and they won’t defend themselves.

Sheri is making herself out to be a victim when she is the abuser. If she has done everything she says she has done to her children they should have nothing to do with her.

Let’s take a look at the abuse Sheri says she has put her children through.

Both my ex-husband and my two children broke free of cult abuse last year. My children are living with me while my husband is working on healing. They all have DID (dissociative identity disorder, formerly known as multiple personality disorder) as well, which makes life at home interesting! I am currently married to my second husband, who is also a recovered DID and who got out of the cult five years ago.  LINK 

My children are also in therapy, and healing rapidly. My now 12 year old son is almost completely integrated, and happier than he has ever been before; my 16 year old daughter has some tough issues to face, such as the sexual abuse she endured. But God has been faithful in His healing work in all of our lives.  LINK

My son is integrating quickly now. He had almost 100 inside people when he first came to live with me two and a half years ago at the age of 10 (the Illuminati fragment their children heavily from infancy on), and now he has only about 15. Lately, he has told me the real David, the core child, has been coming out and experiencing life.

I am thankful to God that he is young enough that he could heal, and try not to feel jealous that it has been easier and faster for him than for me. His therapist told me why it is easier for him the other day: ”Your son feels safe now, and he has not one, but two parents validating him and saying they believe him when he comes to them. This means he doesn’t have to spend a lifetime overcoming parental denial, and that’s one reason he is healing so fast.” I have never, ever told my son that he is making it up when he deals with memories. I pray with him, and ask God to heal the memories, and to bring security to my son, and to fill the painful areas with the knowledge of His love and mercy. I pray for blessing on both of my children. And God has been faithful to answer. My son no longer nightmares at night, has made good friends at school, is active in sports, has better grades than 2 years ago, and tells me he is happy (the last is the most important to me). LINK

I write under a pen name to protect my two children and husband, whom I do not want to have receiving hostile or threatening phone calls, etc. My two children are still healing from the experiences of being raised in the group as well, and I don’t want any experiences that could traumatize them.  LINK  

Two years ago, my children were on visitation with me and disclosed their abuse to me. I went to CPS, and the case was closed, because the worker said she didn’t believe in ritual abuse! My ex came to get the children (he could have put me in federal prison for not giving the children back, since the San Diego court system blatantly states that they do not believe in ritual abuse, and in EVERY case of alleged RA, the children are given to the allegedly abusing parent).  LINK 

The children confronted him in person. He turned white as a sheet, said, “you really don’t want to go back to “family”, they said “no”. LINK  

This is somewhat corroborating evidence, as well as the fact that both of my children dream in German at night (that is the language they speak in the Illuminati) and have NEVER heard it in the daytime.  LINK  

Here are two examples from real life. At one time, I took an accountability person (another survivor in therapy) with me each time I went to visit my children in another state (there was a custody battle, and at the time, I was only allowed supervised visitation with my children due to the risk of my abducting them in order to get them away from their abuse). Each time, my accountability person and I, as well as trusted church support members, would pray for my safety and ability to stay in my presentation and not lose time during the visitations.  LINK  

It wasn’t until years later, and with more healing and deeper internal communication inside, and the amnesia dropping, that I discovered to my great distress that during each visit with my children, I had been accessed, tortured, and reprogrammed during the entire time. My accountability partner had been programmed to not remember these facts either. This is one reason why in general, other survivors do NOT make good accountability for a survivor. LINK  

The “safe visits” were actually cover memories that my Christian presentation was told to believe, or my children would be tortured and/or killed. Because I loved my children, there was a huge investment in not remembering, and so I had no idea of what actually happened during the visits. Memories of taking my children shopping were dealt with by cult members placing the items “purchased” in my car, and quick photos during the last hours of the visit were taken, with each photo staged to show different “fun activities” with my children. LINK  

Svali: Everything. Well, my children were with their grandparents. At that point I thought that was better than them being with my husband. I was going to go get my kids. But my husband then called and he said, “I want to reunite with you.” And I said, “Okay, that’s wonderful.” And I said, “But you have to get help. You have to get some treatment, because we can’t go on. You’ve got to get out of the group.” He said, “Okay. Help me get the kids and I’ll meet you in a week.”

So the day before, he called and said, “I’ll be there tomorrow,” blah blah blah. And so I was excited, thinking, “Oh, he’s getting out, he’s getting out, that’s wonderful!” Instead, he went… he had gotten the kids several days before. He was lying to me, and I didn’t know it. He had gone to a judge.

And the day that he was supposed to arrive, there was a knock on my door. It was a policeman serving me DIVORCE papers, and also a restraining order, saying that I could not come within a hundred yards of my husband or my children.

And at that point, I felt slightly punished (sigh) for leaving the group.

I fought that, and it… (sighs) I fought for four years with a court system that said things like this didn’t occur, because my husband would go into court and say, “This woman is psychotic. She’s making it all up. There’s no way. Ha, ha, ha. This stuff doesn’t happen in this day and age.” And the judge would say, “You’re right.” Slam. Full custody to their father. And I had to have supervised visitation for four years with my own children, so that… because I was considered a kidnap risk.

Through a lot of prayer, I had my whole church praying for me here in Texas, and through Lambley Research and miracles, my children were finally allowed unsupervised visitation with me, after four years. During that time, I said to my daughter, who was fourteen, I said, “I want so badly for you to get out”. And she looks at me, and she starts going…

(hyperventilating, extremely terrified): “Oh! You shouldn’t have said that, Mom! You shouldn’t have said that, Mom!” You know? She just… she just freaked out. She just totally lost it.  LINK  

And I said to him, “Please… Look.” Because it was so nice. My daughter and son both said, “We don’t want to go back, Dad. We don’t want to get hurt. We don’t want to do this anymore.” LINK  

I’ll post more of Sheri’s abuse of her children as I come across it.  Not for one moment does she get to act like it’s her children’s fault she doesn’t speak with them.  That is her doing.

 

Answer To Questions

Anonymous said:

Why do you find it so important to “out” svali? It doesn’t seem like she’s spreading straight out false information of DID. She may be lying about abuse, but it doesn’t seem like she’s doing the level of harm to warrant a whole website when ritual abuse is so disbelieved. I am just wondering what your thought process is.

If she is lying about the abuse then she is lying about DID.  

You’re right, RA is disbelieved. Now, imagine someone like Svali who has lied about RA and DID for years and years what does that do to/for  the survivors? Sheri has positioned herself as someone who is an ‘expert’ on RA and DID and she has made up her entire story. That is a problem.  

It’s a problem when she is involved with ISSTD (International Society for the Study of Trauma and Dissociation) It brings to question the validity and integrity of an organization if there is a fraud in their organization and they do nothing to address it. (They may not know)

Level of harm.  Her address is public revealing where other survivors live. She has lied and affected the reputation of her family, accused her children of being in the ‘cult’, she spreads false information claiming she is a survivor, she is part of an international organization who supports trauma survivors, she has lied and her lies are on a grand scale.

Yes, Sheri Waldrop (Svali) warrants a website to reveal her as a fake. Sheri Waldrop is someone who has infiltrated organizations and can and probably has done great harm to survivors and her family.

I’m going through Sheri’s (Svali’s) posts, articles, and information I can find to establish she is a fraud.  I don’t have to convince people of the truth, I simply am here to tell it.

I encourage anyone and everyone to go through Svali’s writings and what she says for themselves as well.  

Oz

Jerry Mundgaze (Mungadze)

Dr. Jerry Mundgaze (sic) (Mungadze) I left the group in 1995, sick of the lying, deceiving, and politics, and fearful for my life. I fled to Texas, and went through therapy with Dr. Jerry Mundgaze and his group. But unfortunately, they didn’t know how to help “deprogram me”, or as Dr. Mundgaze told me, “you are higher than almost anyone we have seen, and more programmed.” I remembered so much, and he had never heard of it and had no idea how to help (definitely no suggesting of memories there, most of mine occurred spontaneously, AT HOME.   LINK 

Jerry Mungadze, believes he can tell by the color of crayon someone uses if they are demonized.  Dr. Mungadze in on the right wing watch list due to him saying he has ‘healed’ gay people. LINK 

He visited Jerry Mungadze, an ex-church pastor, who claims to be a doctor. However, as Dr Jessen found out, Mungadze has no medical qualifications beyond a minor degree in psychology.

His ‘right brain therapy,’ which costs $250, claims to spot how gay the patient actually is, and why, by getting them to colour in a drawing of a brain.

Posing as ‘Adrian,’ Dr Jessen did this, with no prior medical consultation from Mungadze, who even admitted to being colour blind.

‘Adrian’ had to describe which part of the drawing he had filled in which colour. ‘He told me the parts I’d drawn in black symbolised all the abuse I’d had as a child,’ says Dr Jessen.

‘Which is odd because I had a happy childhood and a lovely relationship with my parents.’ Unbelievably, we see Mungadze tell ‘Adrian’ that the thyroid gland (the gland located in your neck) and the adrenal gland (located above the kidney) are both located in the brain. LINK  

Jerry Mungadze

Jerry Mungadze

Jerry Mungadze is currently located at:  1901 Central Dr. Ste 608 Bedford TX.

Adrienne Speaks

 

Adrienne Mccambridge said:

“Svali” is my sister. She is mentally ill and has concocted a web of fantastic lies, even I am surprised at the additions and elaborations she has added over the years. I can assure you there was no cult, and I am her only non-twin sister.

Adrienne Speaks

adrienne mccambridge said:

I am Svali’s sister, about a year younger, but not a twin and her only sister. We grew up together and shared a room. Even though she claims her family has left the cult, she will have nothing to do with any of us, even telling her children in 2017 she wasn’t safe around them. While we had a rather traumatic youth, I can assure you that Svali’s gruesome tales are false. A check of school attendance records in Fauquier County Virginia would reveal there were no prolonged absences. The Federal Aviation Administration controls air traffic in the US and in and out of the US, and might have noticed Ospreys flying around Texas or all of those international flights. Don’t bother with any rational questions, because it just proves that the cult runs and controls everyone. When I posed similar questions to her, such as why she didn’t go to the police about this, she would say the police are in on it and protect all those baby murderers. Only a conspiracy theorist could believe those fantastical tales of murder and torture and find them credible.

 

Adrienne,

Thank you for commenting and sharing about Svali.

I would like to give you the opportunity to share your side of what has happened. Svali (Sheri) has had years to talk about what she says happened. Nowhere have I seen a place for your voice to be heard.

One thing we would need to do is establish that you are Svali’s sister. I believe you are. You used your real email address when you left you comment, she is from Fauquier County Virginia, as well as Svali does have a sister with your name.  The reason I am asking is so those who read this blog know you are who you say you are.

There is a saying; “A lie will go around the world while the truth is pulling its boots on.”  Well, the boots are on.

In a recent post on her blog your sister said this:

I dealt with rage, taking a sledge hammer and breaking rocks (which helped my friend, who was building a rock foundation and fence on part of her property). I was depressed and felt horrendous betrayal as I remembered my children accessing me, and taking me to be hurt; and realizing that it would not be safe to have contact with them. LINK   

I intend to address this in a post in the future.

Svali has said things about you and your family that there has been no way for anyone to question.  Such as:

  1. My younger sister remembers being tied up on a stone altar at the age of 3 with a gag in her mouth and being raped. She also remembers our paternal grandmother taking her to friends who used her sexually at the ages of 3 to 5.

She became an alcoholic at age 13, after trying to commit suicide 7 times by age 12. My older brother has NO memories of ANYTHING AT ALL before age 20. His life is a complete blank. He does believe that our father was a perverse and strange man. This brother was cut down from our garage when he was 8 and tried to hang himself. LINK 

Adrienne, if you are willing, or other family members want to share as well, I will listen. 

I want to respect you, and your family’s privacy.

Oz

Answer to Question

OZ, have you asked Svali why she’s leaving a trail of breadcrumbs, via commenting on her posts or via emailing her (using the contact form on her blog)? Why are you passive-aggressively discrediting her and questioning why she hasn’t been arrested? If you have a problem with her, approach her and settle it. You said you met her before at C.A.R.E. Is she aware of your blog? Are you posting these things to passive-aggressively get her attention and undermine her? Have you contacted her before? If not, why haven’t you asked her what you want to know, directly? Has she said anything to you? If you want answers to your questions, you should ask her.

I’d like you to address my comment publicly on your blog. That’s why I’m not using my email address. Thanks.

 

The purpose of this site is to show that Sheri Waldrop (Svali) has been deceptive and continues to be.  My method of exposing her is to use the things she has written about herself through the years and showing the contradictions and untruths she has said.  By quoting Sheri and linking to the source, I’m showing her contradictions and falsehoods. Also by linking to her posts my hope is that whoever reads the post will see that I’m showing in concrete form what Sheri has written. They can look at the information themselves and make up their own mind.

I don’t know if Sheri is aware of this site or not.  This site is about exposing her, not about contacting her.  I have no reason to contact her as I’m using what she has already written as my sources.

‘Passive aggressively discrediting her.’ I feel I’m being pretty straight forward.  I Googled: passive aggressive so I could post the definition everyone: adjective: of or denoting a type of behavior or personality characterized by indirect resistance to the demands of others and an avoidance of direct confrontation, as in procrastinating, pouting, or misplacing important materials.

Sheri hasn’t made any demands of me. I’m not resisting anything I’m sharing information and my thoughts. I have no reason to confront her, as I don’t have any interactions with her and I feel I have the information I need. As well as a I don’t see any benefit that could result in contacting her.  The last three things don’t apply because I don’t know her.

Exposing deception isn’t passive aggressive. Seeking after truth and wanting the truth to be known isn’t passive aggressive.  Wanting to keep other people safe because Sheridan/Svali/Sheri’s address is on line and as a result people who know Sheri now know the names of other survivors and where they live and believing this should be known isn’t passive aggressive.  This makes her dangerous for survivors of abuse who thought they were safe at CARE.

Do you not find that concerning?

The meaning of the ‘bread crumbs’ is to show that Sheri left a very easy trail to follow and continues to do so.  1.) using her last name on an email. 2.) Starting businesses and using her given name to promote them when she is supposed to be hiding in Texas. 3) Her art site 4) she has a Linkedin account.  The list goes on.

The questions I post aren’t for Sheri, they are for people who read the posts. Asking questions is a way to get people to think and hopefully investigate on their own. They are rhetorical questions.

So, I guess this blog is about ‘Svali’ but, it isn’t for Svali. Svali is telling her story and has told her story in the past. Her story has changed, her story is too grandiose, and I will continue to post and expose her.  This blog is more about survivors and keeping them safe.

Sheri Waldrop isn’t keeping people safe. I will continue to write and expose her.

If a comment is posted on the site I’ll address it publicly. Transparency when it comes to answering questions about Svali is important.

Oz

Dr. Timothy Brogan

Dr. Timothy Brogan–I will share my own personal memories of this. At night, by age 8, Dr. Timothy Brogan of George Washington University, my main trainer, and my mother would take me to Langley, Virginia. LINK 

Dr. Timothy Brogan was a professor at George Washington University. He was a specialist in neuropsychology, and one of the top Illuminati trainers in the DC area. LINK  

I looked up Dr. Timothy Brogan. There isn’t one. I looked him up under professors at George Washington University, Neuropsychology, and the same search under Dr. Brogan.

There is no record of a Dr. Timothy Brogan as a professor at George Washington University.

David Wilcock

David Wilcock: spoke with Svali through e-mail. He later spoke with her when she was doing her interview with Greg Szymanski. 

GS: Okay, I think we have Dave Wilcock calling in. I think you know Dave through emails, Svali.

Svali: Yes. LINK 

David didn’t stop to notice that Svali used her given last name. Which again I find interesting if Svali was in great danger why would she use her real last name, and why would David post it?   LINK   

David was on Jeff Rense’s show to defend the pro-Trump conspiracy theory that sees Trump as a stealth hero taking down liberal pedophiles. David responded to a question about whether Africans on average have IQs below 55 this way:  Well, it’s a result of their culture. There’s a lot of inbreeding. The Native Americans, I’m sorry to say, they had the same problem. There’s a lot of inbreeding within the tribes, the Crow, the Pawnee, and the Lakota. They really weren’t allowed to procreate outside their tribe. I think that’s probably the reason why the Native Americans were so easy to roll over. And, I mean, Cortes conquered Mexico with, what, sixty-five guys? […] Again, we’re heading towards, there’s no doubt, a Civil War. That’s what this is all about. And the Left has decided, somehow, in their deluded fantasy, that they’re going to win this Civil War. […]

“The exact science of human regeneration is the Lost Key of Masonry, for when the Spirit Fire is lifted up through the thirty-three degrees, or segments of the spinal column, and enters into the domed chamber of the human skull, it finally passes into the pituitary body (Isis), where it invokes Ra (the pineal gland) and demands the Sacred Name.”

“The pineal gland is supposed to secrete an oil, which is called resin, the life of the pine tree. This word [resin] is supposed to be involved in the origin of the Rosicrucians, who were working with the secretions of the pineal gland and seeking to open the eye single; for it is said in scripture: “The light of the body is the eye: if therefore thine eye be single thy whole body shall be filled with light.” . . . [The”

David Wilcock, The Source Field Investigations: The Hidden Science and Lost Civilizations Behind the 2012 Prophecies

Who is David Wilcock?  Check out his site I can’t even explain him. LINK    

His book: LINK 

When is Svali’s Birthday?

Sheridan (Svali) states this about her birthday: Afterwards, I was taken to the newborn nursery where other infants in my group (we were raised in groups of 12) were in their cribs. Each infant in a group was born within a day or two of each other. My birth date was January 5, an important date to the group I was born to: Epiphany. I was considered one of the “gifts of the magi” to the group, and many other infants were born on this date as well. LINK 

January 5th, 1957 was a Saturday. Epiphany was January 6th. Sheridan has consistently said she was born in 1957. That part she has correct.

Online her birthday kind of matches the birthday she gave. (I’ll keep looking to see if she ever stated she was born January 1)

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One problem though; Sheridan’s (Svali’s) birthday also shows as 4/20/1957.

Sheridan left a trail of where she has lived as noted above. When you leave a trail and you speed and get tickets for speeding they put your birth date on the ticket. In 1998 and 1999 Sheridan received speeding tickets.

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I think 4/20/1957 is probably her real birth date. 

Allen Dulles and Sidney Gottlieb

Allen Dulles~: As I mentioned before, the CIA and the Illuminati are definitely linked. The top leadership in the CIA are also Illuminati leaders. I mentioned [Allen] Dulles and [Sidney] Gottlieb as men I knew personally as a child and young adult. The scientists that ran the MK-Ultra and other governmental mind control programs were Illuminists brought over from Nazi Germany. That’s why you will find that mind control victims ALWAYS speak German or have a dissociated part that speaks with a German accent; they are mimicking their abusers, which is very very common. LINK 

Allen Dulles was born  April 7, 1893 and died January 29, 1969.  He ran the C.I.A from 1953 to 1961. During that time he was busy as he was working to overthrow the leadership of countries (Guatemala, Iran, Bay of Pigs), start MK-Ultra and everything else that comes with being the director of the C.I.A. Allen resigned from the CIA November 29, 1961.

From 1963 to 1964 Allen Dulles was on the Warren Commission, he had numerous affairs (“at least a hundred” Eleanor his sister), wrote The Craft of Intelligence in 1963, The Secret Surrender 1966, and edited Great True Spy Stories in 1968.

According to Svali (Sheridan Waldrop) she was being trained/programmed in various European countries as a child. So far from birth to 8 years old she has stated she was overseas. In 1961 Svali was 4 years old and had completed a number of assassinations.

Also, mind control victims don’t ALWAYS speak German or speak with a German accent. This is false.

and had already performed several assassination missions (the first one completed at age 4; I was deadly as a child, which the order counted on, since no one would suspect a child that young). LINK 

In 1969 Svali would have been 12, that’s not a young adult. At the age of 12 was when she was flown to the Vatican, Canada, and Germany.

At the age of 12, Svali remembers being flown to Rome, taken to the Vatican and then meeting with two of the Illuminati fathers, one the French leader and the other from Germany. LINK 

Canada has a very large Illuminati and Templar Knight community (they are hand in glove groups) that worship ancient deities. The gold or bronze statue of Baal is in a holy grove on a large private estate between Quebec and Montreal. Since I was only 12 years old when I went there, the details aren’t quite as clear. But the ceremonies there were full of people in white gowns, lots of flowers and fruits and votive offerings, singing, then the final sacrifice in the arms of the statue. LINK 

When I was twelve, I was flown over to Germany. And I was at, I’ll call them the German Fathers’ house over there. LINK  

Sidney Gottlieb As I mentioned before, the CIA and the Illuminati are definitely linked. The top leadership in the CIA are also Illuminati leaders. I mentioned [Allen] Dulles and [Sidney] Gottlieb as men I knew personally as a child and young adult. The scientists that ran the MK-Ultra and other governmental mind control programs were Illuminists brought over from Nazi Germany. That’s why you will find that mind control victims ALWAYS speak German or have a dissociated part that speaks with a German accent; they are mimicking their abusers, which is very very common. LINK 

Sidney Gottlieb (born Joseph Scheider; August 3, 1918 – March 7, 1999) He was the son of Hungarian Jewish immigrants and was born in The Bronx.  (Not brought over from Nazi Germany)

Sidney Gottlieb joined the CIA in 1951 and became the head of MKULTRA in 1953.  Gottlieb was CIA’s Director of its Chemical Division of Technical Service Staff from 1951-1956. He retired from the CIA in 1973.

Sidney over saw assassination attempts of Fidel Castro and Congolese independence leader Patrice Lumumba. Sidney is probably most famous for being linked to Frank Olson who ‘fell’ to his death after being given LSD.

Svali (Sheridan Waldrop) was born in 1957.  Spent her childhood overseas and doesn’t say when she returned to the states. (In her new story she was overseas at the age of eight which is when she said she met Dr. Timothy Brogan in the U.S. in her old story)

Language training: different people would come in and both in class and one on one teach different languages. At times, my mother would sit and chat with her friend, Sidney Gottlieb (who was very, very egotistical in this setting), or with Dr. G. Steiner, a medical doctor who was working on this project with children. LINK 

Enough third person. I will share my own personal memories of this. At night, by age 8, Dr. Timothy Brogan of George Washington University, my main trainer, and my mother would take me to Langley, Virginia. I remember there were dark trees in the fields behind the long buildings at one end, and that we always went to the same building. LINK  

Uncle Lou was a broker in the sex industry, and as a child, he taught me everything about how it worked.  I remember being taken in a truck to Eastern Europe (I was only 8 at the time), to “help” as the workers went to orphanages, and found infants and children deemed suitable. LINK 

At age 8, I felt sorry for the infants and young children that the procurateurs for these families and others grabbed, knowing all too well the fate that awaited them.  (Europe sex trafficking) LINK 

Sidney Gottlieb after he retired, he moved to a home he had in Culpeper, Virginia. “Gottlieb’s life after the CIA resembled a quest for atonement. With his wife Margaret, he spent 18 months in India running a leper hospital. He then moved back to rural Virginia, where he indulged two long standing hobbies, folk dancing and goat herding. He devoted his final years to work in a hospice, looking after the dying.” LINK 

He also worked with dying people in hospice and tried to organize a commune.  Sidney also got a master’s degree in speech therapy.

Svali had an uncle who lived in Culpeper Virginia. He passed away in 2016. I’m sure it was a big deal that Sidney Gottlieb lived in the same town as her uncle.

Sidney Gottlieb was a scientist.  He did not have a background in psychology that would be needed to analyse human behaviour.  He wouldn’t have been watching children in language class chatting with Svali’s mother.

What’s interesting about Sidney Gottlieb is he was born with two clubfeet and was unable to walk for years, his parents were Jewish and he stuttered. Does this sound like someone the German branch of the Illuminati would have liked to have known and made apart of their elite club?

About C.A.R.E

Sheridan (Svali) is an intern at CARE. As I stated I was at CARE a few years ago and met ‘Svali’. My experience at CARE was not good. In hindsight what occurred although painful and confusing at the time has ended up being something I am grateful for now.

Since Sheridan (Svali) is at CARE I thought I’d share with you what CARE is and a brief overview of them.  Then the information I’ve found out recently and why what happened in the past is now something that I think was a higher power intervening on my behalf to get me away from them.

CARE follows the Messianic Jewish faith.

CARE is set up as a ministry and their site says this: Based on our many years of experience, we have determined that God is the true healer and the only one who can “set the captives free.” Although we recognize that clinical skills are helpful to bring into the prayer sessions, we want to emphasize that we take a spiritual approach in dealing with trauma-based disorders. Because we believe that God is the healer, a distinction needs to be made between professional counseling and what we provide as a prayer ministry. This prayer ministry service does not replace the need for continued professional therapy.”

Statement of Faith

The Manna Congregation believes the following:

  • The whole Bible is the only inspired, authoritative word of God.
  • There is only one means of Salvation that God has provided, and that is faith in His Mercy provided through the atoning blood of His Son Yeshua the Messiah – grace through Faith in Messiah.
  • You must be born again, of the Spirit of God, and receive new life. This requires from us repentance from sin, turning to God, and giving our hearts to Him, by an act of our will.
  • Having received salvation we have eternal life in God and we are free in Messiah. Free from the power of the sinful nature in our lives, free from the penalty of our sins committed, free to live in Holiness and obedience to God and empowered to do things His way.
  • We observe the commandments (Torah) of God, understanding that they lead us to Messiah and are fulfilled through our new life filled with the Ruach HaKodesh (Holy Spirit).
  • Unity is a necessary sign of the power of the Ruach HaKodesh’s work through the Body of Messiah (Psa.114).
  • We are called out to be a special people to God, to love Him and serve Him as the one true God. We are also free and empowered to love our neighbors and to serve one another.

The Congregational Leader is Cheryl Knight.

“Cheryl Knight, President of the Board and Staff Member

Cheryl coordinates the development of new project ideas in accordance to the needs of the target population. She has a Master’s degree in Messianic Studies and is Manna Congregational leader. Cheryl spends time with the community as a mentor, walking beside each in their healing process. She also presents at seminars and conferences. Cheryl wrote Surviving In Sanity, a book about the importance of spiritual warfare, and has co-authored two other books with Jo Getzinger on survivor topics. Cheryl began working in the field of trauma recovery work in 1990.”

Below are screenshots taken from Cheryl’s Facebook page.  In my opinion this is the true representation of CARE.

 

Tell me how is this Godly? Where in the bible does Jesus say this? Why can’t we try and do both? What happened to being a compassionate, decent human?

One scripture from the bible says this: For I was hungry and you gave me something to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me something to drink, I was a stranger and you invited me in. (Mat: 25:35)  I hope Cheryl never tells the story of the “Good Samaritan”.

I don’t care what someone’s political affiliations are. I do care if they support someone like Trump.  Twenty-two women have made accusations of sexual misconduct against Trump.  

Trump defends men accused of sexually inappropriate actions, Roger Ailes, Brett Kavanaugh  , Rob Porter, Roy Moore,  and Bill O’Reilly.  LINK

How can the leader of an organization that says it believes the survivors of abuse support someone who attacks the victims of abuse when they speak out and defend the abuser? 

“I’ve got to use some Tic Tacs, just in case I start kissing her,” Trump says in the recording. “You know I’m automatically attracted to beautiful—I just start kissing them. It’s like a magnet. Just kiss. I don’t even wait. And when you’re a star, they let you do it. You can do anything. Grab them by the pussy.” The things Trump says about women. LINK

Trump has made many racist statements such as: AUG. 15, 2017

Days after a woman was killed and dozens injured in Charlottesville, Va., after torch-bearing Ku Klux Klansmen and other white supremacists waving Confederate flags and chanting “Jews will not replace us” confronted counter-protesters over the removal of a Robert E. Lee statue

“I think there is blame on both sides.…You also had people that were very fine people on both sides.…Not all of those people were neo-Nazis, believe me. Not all of those people were white supremacists by any stretch.”

Trump’s racist comments. LINK

I won’t include the quotes Trump says about GLBTQ community, Muslims, Hati, Jews and other minorities.

Trump was affiliated with Steve Bannon who was the former chief strategist in the Trump administration. Steve Bannon who was executive chairman of Breitbart News which is Alt-right, far right, (White Supremacist).

Cheryl Knight posted this:

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Here’s a LINK to the article. Again, Cheryl Knight taking the side of someone accused of sexual assault.  

The Daily Wire is listed as a ‘far right’ 

I’ll say it again: How can the leader of an organization that says it believes the survivors of abuse support someone who attacks the victims of abuse when they speak out and defend the abuser?

How can a leader of a religious organization support, promote, and agree with so much hatred for their fellow human? 

That brings me to Sheridan (Svali). CARE is the perfect place for her. Remember Sheridan talks about how racist the Illuminati is, CARE is a perfect religious cover for that racism.

Q: Overall, would you say the Illuminati are racist? I am asking this because their agenda seems to be very white supremist throughout history.

The Illuminati are racist, and have a very “Aryan” outlook. They believe strongly in the rule of the “pure” and “intelligent” by their definitions, and in their ceremonies, there will occasionally be minorities killed in ceremonies. They are trying to breed a “genetically superior” race to rule, with their children and descendants. They are also followers of Plato’s Republic, and believe that they will be the ones to usher in this “Utopian” rule with the NWO in their opinion. In their Utopia, the intelligentsia will rule, and the sheep like masses will follow their leaders (that is their view of the world; that the occult leaders are “enlightened’ and intelligent, while the average person is a “sheep” to be led by the nose). LINK 

If you are a survivor of extreme abuse these in my opinion are some reasons to not seek treatment at CARE.

C.A.R.E Inc. Riverhouse

This is excellent news although old news. I  stay as far away from C.A.R.E as I can but, while working on another post about Sheridan (Svali) and C.A.R.E I came across this post.

C.A.R.E. should cease to exist. Next Tuesday I’ll post more in depth my opinions on why C.A.R.E. shouldn’t be a place for survivors to go. I’m glad Riverhouse is no longer there. Sheridan (Svali) knew about it and the address to Riverhouse was posted many years before under Sheridan Waldrop (2014).  In a previous post I didn’t post this information because I was unaware Riverhouse had closed.

Cheryl Knight

August 5 ·

For your information! For people who know CARE Inc.

Recently, several people have shared with Jo and I that they have heard “CARE is closing down”. I’d like to assure people that CARE is NOT closing down. We have and are undergoing some changes, but we are still serving survivors and the church through counseling, advocacy, resources and education. Here’s an update on CARE’s activities for everyone:

  1. Jo is still seeing clients. She is returning to a full client load after having taken time off to take care of her mother, and is glad to be doing prayer ministry again. If you need a session, don’t hesitate to contact CARE’s office to schedule time.
  2. Jo is still training others in prayer ministry. At present, CARE has two interns who are also trained in EMDR and social work.
  3. CARE is producing new resources and making old resources easier to access. Many of the old articles from CARE Packaging are now available on Amazon Kindle, and old and new videos will soon be available for purchase on the CARE website. New articles, prayers and books are also in the process of being written.
  4. CARE is organizing workshops and conferences. CARE has recently met with or been in calls with various groups to discuss collaborations that would increase resources for survivors and their supporters. In addition, CARE has two conferences in the works for 2019 (one on the west coast and the other in Michigan).

The biggest change that CARE has undergone recently is that, as of mid-July 2018, the Riverhouse is no longer a residence for survivors. CARE intends that, in the future, the Riverhouse will be used as a place where people can come for retreats and training. We are still using the Riverhouse as a place where community meets for Torah study and other events.

Community life still continues. Manna congregation meets on Friday evening and is open to guests, and so is our weekly Torah study on Saturdays. Community members receive prayer ministry and have access to a fully-equipped classroom at the Warehouse. They volunteer their services in various ways at CARE, such as creating a garden, leading Torah study, making videos, presenting at conferences and organizing a garage sale.

Also, CARE definitely does NOT have any plans for closing down anytime in the near future. Please keep us and all the people we serve in your prayers!

Jo Getzinger, President

Cheryl Knight, Vice President

15 More bodies

6:30 am: Rounds at the birth mother area are done, with all students and trainers involved in this area present. There are currently 15 birth mothers in private rooms. It is month seven of the prenatal training, and all of the birth mothers look inhuman, with heads and pubic areas shaved; their teeth all missing (pulled out during torture sessions); and missing arms and legs due to the slow removal of digits, then hands and feet, then lower limbs, and finally the cutting off of the entire limb. Because of the healing technology, the stumps have healed well, but the birth mothers have almost completely lost their humanity. They have just finished eating breakfast, a nutritious mush in a bowl, which they eat out of like dogs on the floor since they have no hands to eat with. The birth mothers alternately howl and whimper as we come and assess the fetuses; they have learned to associate the presence of lab coats and trainers with inhuman torture. The fetuses are growing well, and respond positively on the brain scans to hearing the voices of their primary trainers, who they are completely bonded to since the emotional “leaving” of their birth mothers after months of torture which was blamed on the fetus. The fetuses will undergo their celestial city programming today, with visits from actors who represent the main controllers within the city, and a visit from the occultic “messiah” who promises to give them peace, safety and joy as they obey him. Later, “hell” programming with birth mother torture in a simulated hell will be reinforced.   LINK 

Body count total: 1,050

Sheridan Waldrop Trail

Sheridan Waldrop (Svali) was born April 20, 1957.  She was born in Alexandria Va.

I was born in 1957 in Alexandria, Virginia. I lived briefly in a small town about an hour away from Washington, DC, then moved to a 500 acre farm in northern Virginia when my mother married my stepfather. LINK 

Sheridan graduated from the University of Virginia and was a nurse. She did write several nursing articles. This one is from 2002. LINK  

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Wait, she was a co-founder at Bentz & Waldrop Media?  I thought she was hiding.

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Sheridan was also the Director of Communications at Offshore Creations based in Springtown, Texas.  It gives the town she is ‘hiding’ in?

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She also was running Waldrop Marketing Communications.

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Sheridan also talks about her art work.

I started painting oils, and over time, participated in several art shows and held a one-person show at a luxury restaurant in the “big city” a half hour away. Living under an assumed name, I was glad for the peaceful life;  there was no harassment from the cult, and it was a wonderful time.

After nine months, I went to visit a local upscale furniture store in a nearby city that the farm owner’s wife suggested I go, to market my paintings at. My friend was with me.  The store owner was extremely friendly; visited my art site online, and seemed interested in selling my oils. LINK 

Several years ago, I was working on a horse farm in East Texas, with a good friend. I loved working there, since I like riding horses, and don’t mind doing barn chores at all. After living there for almost 10 months without being found (I was paid in cash, and drove a vehicle borrowed from the farm owner that had not been identified with me). It was a quiet and good life. But one day, when I went into town, I went to a new store that had an attached art gallery – and was seen. My friend and I were seen, and the store owner, who looked very familiar to me, came to the window, and was writing down the license plate of the truck I was driving as I drove away.  LINK 

Sheridan says her artwork was at the Silver Key Gallery in East Texas. Why would she put her art work in a gallery where she was hiding then later post that she showed her artwork at a gallery there?

Also, I couldn’t find a Silver Key Gallery listed anywhere in East Texas. That doesn’t mean it doesn’t or didn’t exist. It means after as searching for an hour the only Silver Key that came up consistently for art work was for a Scholastic award.

There is: Artworks in Big Rapids Mi., and NCAA Gallery in Fremont Mi.

She has a site here.

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The information states she studied fine art at the University of Virginia. So far at the University of Virginia Sheridan has a Nursing degree, Spanish degree and studied fine art.

That brings to where Sheridan is now which is as a intern for CARE in Baldwin, Michigan.

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If she was hiding, and in fear for her life why is she so easy to find? Why does she list the business she’s started as well as the town/city she was living in at the time? 

 

Bohemian Grove

Q: You probably have heard of the ‘Bohemian Grove’. What do you know about this? Any connection to the Illuminati?

A: I myself do not know anything about the Bohemian Grove. Remember, I wouldn’t have been in a position to have much to do with it. Most of my connections were with Germany. I was never prostituted out, instead I taught others to be that. But I myself never went there, and really don’t know anything about it. I’m sorry I can’t be more helpful there.  LINK 

How could Svali (Sheridan) not know anything about the Bohemian Grove? Sheridan (Svali) claims she knows inside information about the Illuminati and was one of their top trainers. She lived in California where Bohemian Grove is located she traveled all over the world, was at the Vatican, her mother was the sat on the council over the Washington DC area and was the spiritual chair. But, Sheridan doesn’t know what Bohemian Grove is.

Bohemian Grove is where a large number of big name people go the of every year. Bohemian Grove is located in Monte Rio, California and created in in 1872. Some of the notable names are: Theodore Roosevelt, Herbert Hoover, Ronald Reagan, Glenn T. Seaborg, and in 1983 Queen Elizabeth.

It makes absolutely no sense that Sheridan would know nothing about the Bohemian Grove. 

 

Five More Bodies

I’ve found a few more deaths.  Again, my number posted is going to be the lower estimate as the number of deaths Svali (Sheridan) says she has witnessed is already at an unbelievable number. Svali (Sheridan) implies these kinds of deaths happen often as a part of training, I’m only counting the deaths she reports.

Reminder Svali (Sheridan) said this: They really don’t want to kill off their children, they want a new generation to grow up and continue the practices. I have also heard of them buying children from other countries, and using them, or the homeless, but never witnessed it myself. LINK

There are many, many examples of such secrecy setups, from being buried alive for a day, and the child being told that they will be buried forever if they ever tell (the child is also forced to watch the burial of a child who “told” and several days later help exhume the corpse, as a visual reminder of what can happen); to being buried in a casket filled with bugs, a rotten corpse, or other objects. LINK 

They are also forced to view the deaths of “traitors” who betrayed the programmers, including crucifixions (the class is marched every three hours past the three crosses for three days to watch the effect on the dying men); and the torture of others who remembered and “told.” LINK 

Body Count: 1,035

Add One More to the Body Count

Then, in 2003, I went through a terrible time of reprogramming, when I was forced to recant again. The cruelty of what was done cannot be described (loved ones tortured to death in front of me, etc.). This time it lasted 3 months. LINK  

I could add more to the body count as Svali implies it’s more than one person. I’m only adding one.

Body Count: 1,030

Answers to Questions 10/15/18

Anonymous said:

( Svali Pt. 1)On your Svali exposed website, you state that its suspicious she didn’t go to t/that the police didn’t arrest her for the murders she allegedly witnessed/committed. My confusion is that this is something with most ritual abuse survivors, and most abuse victims. Going to the police would result in nothing productive. At best they’d laugh at someone claiming these things. there’s no proof or evidence she killed anyone.

(Svali Part 2.) Police cant just arrest someone for murder because they said they did it on the radio or a blog post. I mean, they could investigate it, but it’s highly unlikely since people on the internet say a lot of untrue things. This isnt a hate message, Im just wondering why something like that would be a reason/part of a reason to conclude she’s lying.

There is a  law principle known as the corpus delicti rule provides that a confession, standing alone, isn’t enough for a conviction. There must be proof of a crime before a trial.

The detectives only have to find evidence that a crime has been committed. I’m certain that Svali could provide them with that evidence. She says she was a lead programmer and was witness to many murders.

Svali says this:  A: If anyone has heard the sobs of a child when it has been used brutally by adults, or the screams of a child psychologically terrorized, they would do anything they could to stop this abuse. LINK

These people are pedophiliac’s, they abuse and torture small children and teach them under duress to become perpetrators themselves from earliest infancy. This alone means they should be stopped. LINK

If Svali really believes what she says and is willing to put her words into action then she would be able to provide evidence of the abuse, sex trafficking, and murders she has talked about.

For example this quote: At night, I knew trainers (who were sloppy or pushed too hard) who were killed by the person they were working on. LINK

I’m not a detective but I can think of a few questions that Svali would be able to answer: Talk about what happened? What was the person’s name? Their date of birth? Where did this happen?  How was the body disposed of? Who were the other people present? Where did this happen? How do you explain a missing adult?

Do this for every claim of murder Svali has made.

There should be corroborating evidence as well. Interview Svali’s children (she says they were involved), her two former husbands (she says her first husband was involved), her living family members (Her step-mother is living as well as her sister and brother. She had a brother pass away in January of this year )

Svali also remembered gradually: I had struggled with depression all of my life, but without a reason. I was labeled “endogenous” depressionLINK 

  1. The Mentally Ill False Confessor – This type of false confessor are encountered when there is significant media attention surrounding a crime. As Pickersgill (2015) noted, an innocent person may voluntarily provide a false confession because of a pathological need for notoriety or the need to self-punish due to guilt over an unrelated past offences. Additionally, those suffering from psychosis, endogenous depression, and Munchausen Syndrome may falsely confess to a crime they did not commit (Abed, 2105)As with other false confessors, these people can be discovered using hold back detail questioning.  LINK 

Endogenous Depression

Answers to Questions 10/17/18

So I read why you don’t think Svali is who she says she is. I’m not sure I understand why she’d make this up though. Are you saying she’s making it all up or that her claimed history is false but that she is tied to cult activity in some way but not in the way she says? As in, do you think she is carelessly revealing survivor info or deliberately making them easier to find. Not doubting you, just trying to wrap my head around it. It’s kind of confusing to keep track of.

I’m saying Svali’s history is false. As I said, something happened to her but I don’t know what.

Svali’s story is too unbelievable. It isn’t possible for what she is saying to have happened to her at this point.

She has revealed survivor details and not carelessly. Her revealing the information is deliberate. Survivors don’t reveal where they live or where other survivors live that isn’t careless. When it comes to safety of survivors and if the person is a survivor them self they don’t get to be careless on that front.

It can be confusing to keep track of. Anyway I can help clarify how Svali is a fraud please let me know.

For example she used her real last name on posts for articles she was writing.  If you are in fear for your life you don’t put the name your mother gave you, ‘Svali’ and your real last name, ‘Waldrop’ on internet sites.  Google ‘Svali Waldrop’ and see what comes up.  Then imagine being a group keeping track of her and what she is doing.

Also, I’m not done sharing all of the information I have.  Hopefully as I do that it’ll help clear up some of the confusion.

Oz

Svali’s Real Name

As I mentioned in this post  Svali used her last name. Again, if someone is in hiding and in fear for their life why would they use a nickname  her mother gave her and her real last name?

Remember Sheridan (Svali) said this: Realistically, when looking for support and accountability, the survivor may not have many – if any – options. There are very few “safe houses” (and most that do exist have been reported to be infiltrated). Early in their journey, the survivor will want to pray that God does provide this accountability and support.  LINK

Her family and those she says she is running and hiding from obviously know her first name.  As I said, I met her once years ago in Michigan but I couldn’t remember her first name when I started this site but, I did have her last. (Waldrop)

I’ll start with the trail I followed as someone who didn’t remember her first name.  So I googled her last name (Waldrop) and C.A.R.E.

Svali came up under her real name. Svali’s real  name is Sheridan Waldrop. It was that easy.

Sheridan (Svali) is now an intern at C.A.R.E

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She does know Jo Getzinger who was/is the ‘therapist’ I mentioned. Sheridan did an interview with Jo Getzinger on her blog.

The address for CARE is: C.A.R.E., Inc. 9731 S. M-37 Baldwin, MI 49304. The C.A.R.E facility is a converted warehouse with offices for people who come for therapy. Sheridan (Savli) has given the location of a business that helps survivors, where she interns which means Sheridan knows the names and locations of survivors who visit C.A.R.E.

C.A.R.E also has a house that survivors reside where they work on healing and recovering from their trauma. The house (River House) is supposed to be a safe place where survivors or R.A., TBMC, and other cults can heal in safety.

Except, Sheridan used the address of River House. The house that is supposed to be a refuge and safe place for survivors anyone who knows/knew Sheridan can find it.

I spoke with a friend of mine regarding posting the address for River House and they recommended I not post the screenshot of the address along with Sheridan’s name.  My friend and I both agreed that this would put survivors who live at River House in more danger than they all ready are.  Instead I will post pictures of River House as verification Sheridan revealed what is supposed to be a safe location.

The pictures below are of River House that anyone can find on google.  The top left picture is what the house looks like after driving down the dirt driveway and pulling up. The green structure that looks like an out house is how they heat the house with wood which heats water in pipes that run through the house. One of the chores in the winter is to make sure there is always wood burning. The picture below the green structure is the river that runs behind the house. The bottom picture faces the river and the windows are bedroom windows. Where the stairs are, those windows are the living room of the house.

Svali’s Last Name

I mentioned in a previous post that Svali has left a trail that is easy to follow if you know who she is.  This is due to her leaving very obvious clues as to where she is or has been. 

This is part of an actual conversation from over a year ago with my own mother. She knew I had never learned German consciously. Yet I spoke German to her for two minutes to prove to her I knew it. She does not speak any German consciously. Yet I have tons of memories of her speaking it at night. In fact, Svali, one of my nicknames at night given to me by her, is a Germanization of my English name. My mother is in denial, and unwilling to give up her own dissociative defenses, although her explanation of my German seemed to be reaching a bit far. I have not spoken with her since, although I pray for her and my sister daily, and one of my greatest hopes is that they will get out of the cult. LINK

I also mentioned in that post that I would be showing you the evidence regarding Svali using her last name. Below are a couple of screenshots of her using her last name.

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Svali, How many Siblings?

The gun was not an idle threat; I had one brother shot this way, and never forgot this.  LINK 

That night, a baby sibling (considered expendable, but allowed to bond with me over the past several months) would be killed in front of me because I “remembered”. This trauma was used to seal the amnesia between presentations. The cult host (the real “host” in an international system) also made agreements to never allow memories of the “real” (cult) life rise to awareness in the presentations.  LINK 

My twin sister and I wore diamond dog collars, and nothing else, and the individual who took us in to the party wore a tuxedo (this was the father we loved).  LINK 

In one country (France), to my joy I was to be hosted with my identical twin, E.  We both loved our times together during the presentation programming, where we were taught how to  be part of a “normal” family and interact normally, to create our covers within these countries and cover the fact that we were actually raised in a cult facility.  LINK

When I went back home, I was immediately flown overseas, where six weeks was spent in torturing me and loved ones in order to get me to recant my faith. I was called an “adulterous” for having chosen Christianity by the members of my group, who saw my newfound faith as betraying satan and his supposed “love” for me. They tortured six of my classmates to death in front of me, and hung my twin brother and sister on crosses after this, to get me to turn from my faith.  LINK

My younger sister remembers being tied up on a stone altar at the age of 3, with a gag in her mouth, and being raped. She also remembers our paternal grandmother taking her to friends, who used her sexually at the ages of 3 to 5.

She became an alcoholic at age 13, after trying to commit suicide 7 times by age 12. My older brother has NO memories of ANYTHING AT ALL before age 20, his life is a complete blank. He does believe that our father was a perverse and strange man. This brother was cut down from our garage when he was 8, and tried to hang himself.

My oldest brother is on the run, afraid to live anywhere for more than a few months, because he believes they want to “get him.” He also tried to commit suicide many times as a young child. This is somewhat corroborating evidence, as well as the fact that both of my children dream in German at night (that is the language they speak in the Illuminati) and have NEVER heard it in the daytime.

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My questions;  What happened to her twin? She never mentions them again.  

Svali has a younger half-brother, why doesn’t she ever mention him? (I’ll post that information in the future)

Sibling total: 8 with half brother 9

Body Count

Svali talks about human sacrifice, people killed during programming, being an assassin and other forms of death she witnessed and participated in.

I went through and counted the number of deaths Svali reported. I counted conservatively. When Svali talks about knowing people who were killed and there is no definitive number I gave the total a two.  The body count she gives is already astronomical so I gave a low number to her vague statements. When Svali talks about her programming with Dr. Mengele these numbers aren’t added because she states, “Only ten babies out of a thousand would survive.” So, the number 990 was used.

As I find more people dying I will post the quote and link.

This post does not include animal sacrifices/deaths that Svali talks about.

They really don’t want to kill off their children, they want a new generation to grow up and continue the practices. I have also heard of them buying children from other countries, and using them, or the homeless, but never witnessed it myself. LINK

Sacrifices are also done on high holy days. I have seen an animal “psychically killed” in front of me, and have no way to explain what I saw. I have also seen human sacrifice, but these were very rare (I believe I have seen two or three real ones in my life, the rest were set-ups). LINK

I was once at the German Father’s house, where there was a gathering with children and adults, and Father Yule was present. He raises the scepter and basically strikes down a child in front of everyone. LINK

Around the corners it had these gold channels that, you know, collect fluids. A little boy was placed in the center of the table and drugged. I think he was drugged, because he was very quiet. He didn’t move or say anything.

GS: This was a little three or four-year-old boy, right?

Svali: Yes. Yeah. Yeah.

GS: Then they continued to do a child sacrifice.

Svali: Yes, they did. Yes. I told you about that before. Yeah.  LINK

At night, I knew trainers (who were sloppy or pushed too hard) who were killed by the person they were working on. It was considered one of the “risks of the job”. I was always cautious. All trainers knew that at night a person might get out of control, it always happened some. The person was highly punished for it, locked up for days, tortured, to teach them that it wasn’t okay. If the person became very unstable, they might be considered “expendable” and eliminated. Or sent to a state hospital, where no one would believe their “paranoid fantasies” of being taught to assassinate others. LINK

We occasionally had to “put down” these training failures, by using a lethal injection of air, or insulin. The person was then set up in a “fatal crash” or “fire” to dispose of the body. May God forgive me for the few times this happened and I was forced to act. I so regret it now. A person cannot be kind or sympathetic. And, the trainer always knows that it could be them next on the table, screaming, so they do their jobs well.  LINK 

One time, they did; then the Father I loved held a gun to my head, and told me, “If you keep remembering, I will have to shoot you; we can’t afford a security risk like this, much as it would hurt me to do this.” I had seen a child shot for remembering too much (too much bleedthrough), so I knew the threat was real. LINK 

There were other amnesia setups, such as the “Remember the Flowers” setup (where the pool in the garden was filled with the partially submerged bodies of children and adults who I “remembered”, some were doubles of myself and my classmates, as well as fathers I loved; the pool was also filled with water lilies). Each child represented a “flower” and the warning was to not remember, or they would be killed. LINK 

Since I was only 12 years old when I went there, the details aren’t quite as clear. But the ceremonies there were full of people in white gowns, lots of flowers and fruits and votive offerings, singing, then the final sacrifice in the arms of the statue. LINK 

Just before I went to host in the countries, each time, an important event occurred. I would be asked to “remember” living in the cult facility, would say something about it to the host parents. That night, a baby sibling (considered expendable, but allowed to bond with me over the past several months) would be killed in front of me because I “remembered”. This trauma was used to seal the amnesia between presentations. The cult host (the real “host” in an international system) also made agreements to never allow memories of the “real” (cult) life rise to awareness in the presentations. The Fathers would have me go into a room where a Jesuit Father was present, along with the host family, and later ask me if I remembered anything unusual. If I remembered the Father, who I loved greatly, the Father was brought into the room and tortured in front of me, to my screams and distress, because I had “remembered” the cult life. I was supposed to completely forget seeing a father when in my presentation, to completely “blank out” any memory of this other life. LINK

Breeders: These people are often chosen from childhood to have and breed children. They may be chosen according to bloodlines, or given in arranged marriages or cult alliances to “elevate” the children. A parent will often sell the services of a child as a breeder to the local cult leader in return for favors or status. These children are rarely used as a sacrifice. Usually they are given to others in the cult to adopt or raise, but the breeder is told that any child born to her was “sacrificed” to prevent her looking for the child. In anarchical cults, a local leader or parent will occasionally have a child as the result of an incestuous liaison. Such a child is given away or killed, but the mother will be told the child was given away to a distant branch. LINK 

Usually, they bring in outsiders for rituals or killing, but this was an unusually harsh punishment to teach me an unforgettable lesson (it did: I never made a friend after that. I didn’t like those higher than me, and had no wish to make friends with those she considered “worthy” of a “leader” and other nonsense). Very rarely, in military exercises, those who were weak or kept a unit behind consistently were shot to teach the others a lesson (I saw it happen once). This never happened to the children of leaders, only those from lower levels. LINK

In another setup, as a baby I learned to crawl through a maze. At intervals, there would be a bridge; another baby would be crawling from the opposite direction. I had to crawl across the bridge, and get to the other side, or get shocked; so did the other baby. The only way to get across was to push the other baby off the bridge. If I did so (and I always did), I was rewarded with a bottle and no more shocks; but I also had to watch the other baby be killed. I was said, but also knew that the price of my survival was the death of another; Mengele made that very clear in his infant programming. LINK 

Throughout these years, I was also taught how to perform rituals and sacrifices, learning how to dissect first a corpse, and later a living human being (homeless people were used in the school for these purposes).  By the time I was six, I had dissected and learned how to carve a cadaver and living person expertly, how to peel skin (a torture technique), and other “skills”. LINK

and had already performed several assassination missions (the first one completed at age 4; I was deadly as a child, which the order counted on, since no one would suspect a child that young). LINK  

In the earlier days of the project, abortions and birth mother deaths were much more common. LINK

Only ten babies out of a thousand would survive the first six months in this kind of environment. Mengele and his programmers insisted on absolute, complete obedience even in infancy, including allowing sexual abuse (babies were taught to open their legs on cue and allow this sadistic cruelty without crying), as well as other forms of abuse. If a baby cried too long after a programming session, or failed to greet Mengele with a smile and outstretched arms even after a previous day of unthinkable pain, the baby would be placed in a sliding box that would be locked for a day, abandoned in the dark as punishment for disobedience or “bad behavior”. The baby would be taken out, frantic to be held, and told to never disobey again, or they would be kept in the box “forever”. LINK 

Black Alice has often taught to “love death” and insists that she loves killing, and death; she has often been forced to have sex with dead bodies, and cannibalizes them as well. LINK

During her creation, Black Alice is heavily tortured and traumatized by everyone around her except the dead in the room; the dead bodies are her only “comfort”. She has a rabbit called “Edward” who hates all living things, teaches her how to kill to protect herself (rewarding her with sex) and later encourages her to “kill, kill, kill” to give him something to eat. Edward is Black Alice’s only friend, and protects her in a nightmare world. LINK

Mengele loved “survival of the fittest” setups, and would place two bottles in the middle of a roomful of infants. A bell would sound, and the infants would all crawl quickly to the bottles; those who got there first and could fight off the other babies “won” and got a bottle that day. The others were killed in front of the survivors, to teach what happened to “slow” or “expendable” babies. LINK 

By the time I was a toddler (15 months), I was put in a cage in a room with dozens of other children my age in another “survival game” that Mengele made up. A buzzer would sound, the cage doors would open, and we would all rush to get food and drink. We had to fight one another to get food.  There was only enough for two or three. I remember that after a few days, the little girl in the cage next to me seemed sick; she wouldn’t get up or run any more when the buzzer rang. I felt sad for her, and when I ran and fought and got my food and water, I took some to her, and tried to get her to eat, but she wouldn’t eat or drink. I didn’t understand what was wrong with her, but to my dismay she got weaker each day until one day she fell asleep and didn’t wake up any more. I tried and tried to get her to wake up, but she wouldn’t. Other children were getting sicker and sicker, and only three of us were alive and healthy out of the sixty children.  We watched the others slowly die, one by one, and wondered why Herr Josef thought this was a good thing, and praised the three of us so highly. I felt guilty and sad that I was alive and the others had died, and that I couldn’t wake the little girl in the cage next to me up. LINK 

Q: I was shocked to hear you say you were forced to shoot a friend of yours. Are many members forced to shoot or kill someone, or is this just for punishment training? Is it just outsiders who are killed? Are you able to discuss the shooting, or is this too hard to discuss?

A: The friend was not an outsider, she was part of the group, and considered expendable. In this group, people are one of two things: “useful” or “expendable”. Everyone works quite hard to be useful. It is not a common punishment, in fact rare, but my mother was an unusually driven and ambitious person. LINK 

In order to reveal cult secrets, a child must go against some of the most tremendously horrendous psychological trauma and abuse imaginable; even as an adult, the survivor has difficulty putting these things aside, when discussing their abuse. Children and adults alike are told that if they ever tell, they will be hunted down and shot (the assassin training lets the child know that this is no idle threat); that they will be tortured slowly. The child will be exposed to setups and role plays throughout their growing up that reinforces this step. LINK 

Other children were getting sicker and sicker, and only three of us were alive and healthy out of the sixty children.  We watched the others slowly die, one by one, and wondered why Herr Josef thought this was a good thing, and praised the three of us so highly. I felt guilty and sad that I was alive and the others had died, and that I couldn’t wake the little girl in the cage next to me up. LINK

At the moment I was born, and took my first breath, my birth mother was killed by being pulled apart as I came out of the birth canal. This trauma was designed to create a guilt that the programmers would build upon the rest of my life: the belief that by living, I “killed” my birth mother.  The guilt would be used to drive me to perform ceaselessly over the years in an unconscious attempt to justify being alive. A ritual was done immediately, in which one of the people I had bonded with in the womb (my primary trainer – a father I loved) began to suffocate me, asking me if I would accept a demon present behind him; if I did, he would let me live. I agreed, and was allowed to breathe. LINK 

In one setup, I would go into a room where cult objects were placed. My presentation was switched out. Later, I was asked what I had seen in the room. One time, at age two, I remembered and reported seeing a dead body and a chalice, and a Father in the room. The Father then came into the room, held a gun to my head, and said I would have to be killed, since my remembering would endanger the Order. I vowed to always forget. He said I must, or he would be forced to kill me, as sad as that would be. The next time the setup was done, I forgot, and lived. I did know children who actually were shot, because they kept remembering in spite of their trying hard to obey. The gun was not an idle threat; I had one brother shot this way, and never forgot this.  LINK 

Some children (infants) were destined to undergo specialized sexual training before being placed on auction (twins were especially valued for this purpose, and got a higher price on the black market).  Others, a bit older, were placed on a special diet for strength and health, and were destined to go to the special sex parties that the wealthy in Europe enjoyed; or for use in infant porn. The youngest children were often sent directly to a proceurateur (individual whose job was to procure children and infants for the wealthy), who then prepared them with perfumes, oil baths, etc. prior to a sex party. These children were considered “expendable”, and were often killed by the teens or adults who went to the party, once they were sexually abused. At times, the multiple rapes themselves killed the child; other times, the adults killed the child as part of their sexual perversion (e.g. as part of a “snuff” sequence). LINK 

I remember the first sex party that I attended, at age 2. My twin sister and I wore diamond dog collars, and nothing else, and the individual who took us in to the party wore a tuxedo (this was the father we loved).  We both had special temporary tattoos on our backs and neck that identified us as being private property, and not to be killed (but this did not cause our anxiety to go down, as we watched child after child snuffed that night).  Fortunately, in the morning, we were both still alive; the partiers respected the special tattoos. LINK 

Cutters: are taught to dissect animal or human sacrifices (they are also known as the “slicers and dicers” of the cult). They can do a kill quickly, emotionlessly, and efficiently. They are trained from early childhood on. LINK

Spiritual programming will also include: being forced to memorize rituals, THE BOOK OF ILLUMINATION, and other books which contain cult beliefs. The person will be saturated from infancy on, in classes and training sessions, with cult beliefs. They will go to rituals where the adults participate in spiritual worship, wearing robes, and giving obeisance to the group’s particular guardian deity. Moloch, Ashtaroth, Baal, Enokkim are demons who are commonly worshipped. The child may see a sacrifice, either real or a set-up, to these deities; animal sacrifices are common. The child will be forced to participate in the sacrifices, and will have to go through blood baptism. LINK  

The older the child or teen, the more advanced the training. By age 15, most children will also be forced to do hand to hand combat in front of spectators (high people who come to watch the “games” much as the ancient gladiators performed). These matches are rarely done to the death, usually until one child goes down. They use every type of weapon imaginable, and learn to fight for their lives. LINK 

Being forced to watch mock or real punishment or killing of a traitor who “told”. When I was four years old, I was forced to watch a woman be skinned alive. Her crime: she disclosed to an outside person “family business”. Talking to those Untitled outside the group is considered one of the worst crimes or betrayals a person can commit. A “traitor’s death” is one of the most horrifying imaginable, and will vary from crucifixion upside down, to other gruesome scenarios. Young children do not forget seeing these things, and they become convinced that not disclosing is the safest way to continue living. Svali Suite 101 Article.

Body Count: 1,029

Breadcrumbs

I would be more than happy to answer questions about validity, etc. with the following provision. I write under a pen name to protect my two children and husband, whom I do not want to have receiving hostile or threatening phone calls, etc. My two children are still healing from the experiences of being raised in the group as well, and I don’t want any experiences that could traumatize them. LINK

This isn’t accurate. Svali leaves a trail of breadcrumbs that can be followed. She gives numerous clues as to where she is throughout her writings.

For example, Svali used her real last name on some of her writings. If you are hiding, trying to protect your children, and fleeing for your life you’re not going to use your real name.

Breadcrumbs.

I left the group in 1995, sick of the lying, deceiving, and politics, and fearful for my life. I fled to Texas, and went through therapy with Dr. Jerry Mundgaze and his group. But unfortunately, they didn’t know how to help “deprogram me”, or as Dr. Mundgaze told me, “you are higher than almost anyone we have seen, and more programmed.” LINK

Why would she give the state she fled to and the name of someone who assists survivors? (I’m not certain if she purposely misspelled his name but she didn’t misspell it enough that he can’t be found)

No one seems to ask where the picture of Svali came from. If she is hiding, protecting her family and doesn’t want people to know about her how did the picture come about?

I have heard of people being assassinated , which is one reason that I don’t go on T.V., or speak publicly. LINK

Svali did a t.v. interview. Someone who is hiding does not do t.v. interviews where their face is shown. LINK

As I said, Svali left a trail. I know where she is, I know her family isn’t involved in the Illuminati. Her father owned an IGA and died in 2014. Her mother died in 2006. Her step- mother is living and her step-father died in 1998.

I’ll post all of this proof as I continue to show Svali is a fraud.

This is part of an actual conversation from over a year ago with my own mother. She knew I had never learned German consciously. Yet I spoke German to her for two minutes to prove to her I knew it. She does not speak any German consciously. Yet I have tons of memories of her speaking it at night. In fact, Svali, one of my nicknames at night given to me by her, is a Germanization of my English name. My mother is in denial, and unwilling to give up her own dissociative defenses, although her explanation of my German seemed to be reaching a bit far. I have not spoken with her since, although I pray for her and my sister daily, and one of my greatest hopes is that they will get out of the cult. LINK

If she is in hiding why would she use Svali as her name if it was a night name given to her by her abusive mother?

This means she used her cult name and her real last name. It also means if the people who are after her want to see what she is writing all they have/had to do is google ‘Svali’. What is the reason for this?

Furthermore Svali isn’t a German name, it’s Old Norse and a male name. LINK

Old Norse was a North Germanic language once spoken in Scandinavia, the Faroe Islands, Iceland, Greenland, and in parts of Russia, France and the British Isles and Ireland. It was the language of the Vikings or Norsemen. LINK

Perhaps Svali got her name from the name Silva from Silva mind control method? LINK

Svali isn’t a German form of her name. I’ll be giving Svali’s real name as well so people can research her for themselves.

*corrections were made to post. Original post stated her step-father owned an IGA and her mother was living. The article has been corrected to show her step-mother is living, her mother, father and step-father are deceased. Corrections were made on 10/15/18.

Svali Ritual Abuse San Diego

Two years ago, my children were on visitation with me and disclosed their abuse to me. I went to CPS, and the case was closed, because the worker said she didn’t believe in ritual abuse! My ex came to get the children (he could have put me in federal prison for not giving the children back, since the San Diego court system blatantly states that they do not believe in ritual abuse, and in EVERY case of alleged RA, the children are given to the allegedly abusing parent). The children confronted him in person. He turned white as a sheet, said, “you really don’t want to go back to “family”, they said “no”. He then fled to California, quit his job, and moved out here and is in therapy for RA and DID (Dissociative Identity Disorder). LINK

Child Protective services must investigate every case of abuse.  It doesn’t matter if the CPS worker believes in ritual abuse or not.  They are there to find out if abuse has occurred and to protect the children.  Their personal beliefs should have no bearing on the case.

Let’s look at Svali’s statement, “…The San Diego court system blatantly states that they do not believe in ritual abuse and in EVERY case of alleged RA the children are given to the allegedly abusing parent.”

San Diego had a famous RA case involving Dale Akiki which was apart of the Satanic Panic.  Dale Akiki was charged with 35 counts of child abuse and kidnapping in 1991. Akiki and his wife acted as volunteer baby-sitters at the Faith Chapel in Spring Valley, California. On Sundays, they watched the children while their parents were attending services next door. Many children who were baby-sat said that Akiki had killed animals and drunk their blood in front of the children, and engaged in other satanic and sexual rituals. Akiki was acquitted of all charges in November, 1993. It was the longest and most expensive trial in San Diego history, costing millions. LINK  

There was a ritual abuse case in San Diego before those grand jury testimony. In San Diego County Robert S. Wilkins, 38, and Lori Elizabeth Bartz, 22, were convicted in July 1987 on 8 counts of sexual abuse involving children from Bartz’s unlicensed day-care center. The original list of charges, dating back to 1984, included 92 counts of sex acts forced upon girls aged 10 to 15. The victims described displays of weapons, threats, and occult rituals in which Bartz pretended to channel the voice of Satan, telling the children “This is the devil; do as I say.” Both defendants received long prison terms. (Newton, 1996) 

Panic over child abuse seems to sprout from the desert soil of San Diego as abundantly as neon fuchsia succulents and bougainvillea. The county has been the scene of a string of highly publicized false allegations of molestation, including satanic ritual abuse, going back to the 1980s. In 1992, a major grand jury investigation found the county’s child welfare agencies and juvenile courts to be “a system out of control,” so keen on protecting children from predation that it took hundreds of them away from their parents on what turned out to be false charges. The report called for “profound change” throughout the system.  LINK

The issue is San Diego has had to pay financial damages due to the trial of Dale Akiki. Dale Akiki received over $2 million dollars in financial damage. There was another trial that occurred in 1991 that resulted in a lawsuit and was settled in 1997.  This was Bill and Becky Wallis.  LINK

In 1995 there was a case for libel against psychologist Candace young by David and Nancy Stecks whose daughter accused them of ritual abuse and feared for the safety of her niece and nephew.  LINK

These were the cases that I could find in San Diego. It is common for CPS to remove children from the home to ensure they are safe while the investigation occurs. Is Svali suggesting children be removed and not returned due to accusations made that turn out are completely unfounded? Yet she is an admitted abuser and wanted to keep custody of her children?

Furthermore, a number of the ritual abuse cases involved day care centers. The  Kern county child abuse cases is what lead to the ‘satanic panic’ and false accusations. A number of the witnesses have recanted. LINK

There was the McMartin Preschool case in Manhattan Beach, Calif. as well.  LINK

So, was the grand jury in San Diego wrong in their findings?  They answered an extreme situation with an extreme answer. Ritual abuse does happen and there are verified cases. Part of the issue was the inept investigations done by police, psychologists, and other agencies.

There was an investigation by a grand jury in 1993/1994. San Diego Grand Jury.  “The Grand Jury has found no evidence of 
    satanic  ritual child molestation in San Diego County.  The 1993/94 
    Grand Jury  concluded there is no justification for the further 
    pursuit of the theory  of satanic ritual child molestation in the 
    investigation and prosecution  of child sexual abuse cases.”

“Opposition.  The California Attorneys for Criminal Justice (CACJ)     oppose the penalty enhancement because “there has been no evidence 
    that offenses  against children done as a result of ritual practices 
    have ever been  committed. The Federal Bureau of Investigation, as 
    well as the Grand Jury  of San Diego County, have come to the 
    conclusion that this type of crime  does not exist. The recent 
    acquittal in San Diego in a case alleging such  child abuse is an 
    example of the fallacy of this type of allegation.  The sentence 
    enhancements created in this legislation are unnecessary,  
    dangerous, and have no factual basis.”  LINK

When I lived in San Diego, I was investigated by a local authority for an allegation of being part of a cult group. I was still completely amnesic to my involvement. I invited the person doing the investigation into my home, offered them coffee, saw the evidence, and shook my head sadly over the “poor, ill woman” who was making the allegations. I stated unequivocally to the investigator that I was NOT part of any cult group, or involved in any cult activities. I even offered to have them come and stay with me for a month, to see if I was telling the truth! I was not lying, I was completely DISSOCIATED from my other activities. The investigator was convinced by me, and left my home sure I was telling the truth, because, yes, I was. My front people were, that is, while the buried knowledge of my other activities was inaccessible to me, even in the face of being confronted by a local authority, and later, an investigator for the DA’s office. LINK 

When the investigator came to speak with Svali’s children when she lived in Texas why didn’t she say she had belonged to a group then?

What’s the reason Svali didn’t provide the investigator with proof of the abuse? She only had to prove abuse was happening and had happened.

Why didn’t she tell the investigator she took her children with her to the groups activities?  

How come she didn’t tell the investigator her husband was involved in the group as well?

Why didn’t she go to the police ask for another investigator after the first one said they didn’t believe in ritual abuse? After all Svali is a survivor, she was a lead programmer. She could have proven the abuse real.  But, Svali didn’t do any of these things to protect her children.

Svali states she was investigated for being a part of a cult group (which isn’t illegal) so wouldn’t there have been a record of that investigation on file?

Her children confronted their abuser? The person who was taking them to be abused and he agreed that he wouldn’t take them back? He would leave the place where Svali said the city didn’t believe in ritual abuse and would return the children to their abuser?  He then left San Diego and moved to Texas? 

Here is the 2006 version:

And the following… she was just shaking and shaking. And then finally she said, “Well, I don’t want to go back and get hurt.” And then I said, “YOU DON’T HAVE TO.”

And at that point I faced several prison sentences, but I called my ex and I said, “I will face… I will not let those children go back and get hurt again.”

GS: Okay.

Svali: And he flew out to get them, and he could have put me in prison at that time, because I was breaking the custody visitation. And you know how strong the courts are on that!

GS: Mm hm.

Svali: And I said to him, “Please… Look.” Because it was so nice. My daughter and son both said, “We don’t want to go back, Dad. We don’t want to get hurt. We don’t want to do this anymore.”

He looked at them, and he said, “I want to go think about it.” He went home, and I was praying for him at the time.

And then that night he called me, and he said, (delirious, hyperventilating): “Oh my God. Oh my God.” I said, “What is it?” He said, “We’ve gotta get out! We’ve gotta get out!” (Laughs) And I said, “YES! You do!” And then he said… and then he made the decision to get out.

At that point he went to a Notary Public. He gave me… he did a legal case document giving me full custody of my children. And then he said he was so sorry for, he put me through, the H, E, L, L he had put me through for years.  LINK

Svali is a Twin?

I was conceived in a petri dish in the late 1950’s at a genetics laboratory in Switzerland.  By the time of my birth, I was considered “generation 3”, or the third generation of genetic enhancements. The first two generations were prototypes for physical beauty. By G3, the gene for intelligence had been discovered, as well as for improved muscle strength and healing capability. Later generations improved upon these foundations as genes for even greater intelligence, theta skills and other abilities were developed. LINK 

At the moment I was born, and took my first breath, my birth mother was killed by being pulled apart as I came out of the birth canal. This trauma was designed to create a guilt that the programmers would build upon the rest of my life: the belief that by living, I “killed” my birth mother.  The guilt would be used to drive me to perform ceaselessly over the years in an unconscious attempt to justify being alive.  LINK

My twin sister and I wore diamond dog collars, and nothing else, and the individual who took us in to the party wore a tuxedo (this was the father we loved).  LINK

In one country (France), to my joy I was to be hosted with my identical twin, E.  We both loved our times together during the presentation programming, where we were taught how to  be part of a “normal” family and interact normally, to create our covers within these countries and cover the fact that we were actually raised in a cult facility.  LINK

 

History of In Vitro Fertilization 

More than 500 genes linked to intelligence 

Texas Vs. Texas

Several years ago, I was working on a horse farm in East Texas, with a good friend. I loved working there, since I like riding horses, and don’t mind doing barn chores at all. After living there for almost 10 months without being found (I was paid in cash, and drove a vehicle borrowed from the farm owner that had not been identified with me). It was a quiet and good life. But one day, when I went into town, I went to a new store that had an attached art gallery – and was seen. My friend and I were seen, and the store owner, who looked very familiar to me, came to the window, and was writing down the license plate of the truck I was driving as I drove away. 

After nine months, I went to visit a local upscale furniture store in a nearby city that the farm owner’s wife suggested I go, to market my paintings at. My friend was with me.  The store owner was extremely friendly; visited my art site online, and seemed interested in selling my oils. My friend and I then went to get an ice cream; but suddenly, I felt uneasy. “I think I knew the store owner” I told my friend. “I don’t have a good feeling about this; we need to get to the truck and go.”  My friend was unsure. “Are you sure? Don’t you think you are being a little paranoid about this?” my friend said. We walked back to our truck, and saw the store owner outside with a pen and paper, writing down the license number of the truck (it was the farm owner’s, not mine, and registered to him). As soon as he saw us, the store owner scurried back inside. “Oh, sh-t!” I said. My friend and I went to our truck and left.

Two days later, it started. Footprints in the dirt arena behind our mobile trailer – that didn’t belong to either my friend and I, or anyone else on the farm. Odd noises in the barn and the horse acting frightened at night; we would go out to investigate, and a figure clothed in black night gear would be running and jumped over the fence – too quick to catch as they ran into the thick woods nearby. 

Over the next two weeks, there were a lot of new “visitors” to the horse ranch; individuals interested in looking at the horses (one was for sale), in buying hay, etc. One couple held a picnic in the field outside our camper and asked to come inside to use our bathroom. I refused, not wanting to give them a chance to view the inside of our place, and suggested they go to the main house, which had three bathrooms.

My friend and I prayed; we realized our place was being scoped out, and didn’t know what to do. That night, the horses in the barn became restless, and my favorite mare whinnied, at 1 am. I went out to check; as soon as I turned out the outside light, I saw a figure dart away from the barn, leap over the fence, and run into the nearby woods. I told my friend, and told my friend we needed to make plans to leave right away. My friend agreed; my friend wanted to give our employer notice for two weeks.

After several days of this type of activity – when my friend and I knew that we had been “found” and they were checking out where we lived – one day, a large osprey helicopter showed up in an area with no military base for hundreds of miles, in an area where no helicopter had ever flown before (it brought all the neighbors out, who later asked “What the heck was THAT, and why did if fly out HERE?”). The osprey flew directly over the trailer I lived in, and over a hill, then landed somewhere on the other side. Hmmm, military maneuvers in horse country, where none had ever been done before…

The next day, there was a silent chopper directly above the trailer I was living in; it just sat there, until my friend went inside and got his shotgun out, and aimed at the chopper. It left. But for the next two days, it kept coming back. It was annoying.

Two days later, my friend and I felt a low, deep vibration that was all too familiar; the feel of ELF waves. This was followed by bursts of very high-pitched  noise (sounding like a dog whistle in frequency) that could barely be heard. My friend and I started experiencing joint swelling and pain; were unable to sleep, and began feeling the nausea and pain. I was terrified; I didn’t want to go through Arkansas all over again. Two days later, we packed our truck, and left in the early evening, leaving before the two weeks was over.  My friend and I were exhausted, nauseated, feeling “buzzy” and experiencing joint pain all over. We drove our truck to a nearby city, and found a cheap motel to stay in.

My friend and I realized we would have to leave the area. We notified our boss, who was sad to see us go (we were both good workers!) That night, in the middle of the night, we left as quickly as possible, and checked into a motel in a mid-sized city two hours away. In the middle of the night, someone checked into the room next to us. And the noises began: tones, phone rings in different sequences, high-pitched tones. I felt physically ill from not only the triggers, but the sense of dark oppression. We packed our bags, and went to check out – and the couple in the room making all the noise next to ours came out, and checked out too (they had only been in their room an hour). They looked directly at me, nodded, and slowly smiled (I hate that type of smile). 

Two days later, my friend and I felt a low, deep vibration that was all too familiar; the feel of ELF waves. This was followed by bursts of very high-pitched  noise (sounding like a dog whistle in frequency) that could barely be heard. My friend and I started experiencing joint swelling and pain; were unable to sleep, and began feeling the nausea and pain. I was terrified; I didn’t want to go through Arkansas all over again. Two days later, we packed our truck, and left in the early evening, leaving before the two weeks was over.  My friend and I were exhausted, nauseated, feeling “buzzy” and experiencing joint pain all over.  We drove our truck to a nearby city, and found a cheap motel to stay in.

We slept for five hours; then at 2 am, we heard a door slam next door to our room. Within a few minutes, we began hearing odd noises: high-pitched noises; and a phone ringing in odd patterns. “We have to leave, they’ve found us” I said to my friend, who agreed.

We decided to check out, even though it was only 3:30 am. As we entered the lobby, we saw the door to the room next to ours open; a woman and man came out, and stood in line next to us. “We’re checking out, too” the woman said to me. They had stayed less than two hours in their room.

As we got on the road, to our dismay, we realized that there were two helicopters directly above us, following us (my friend was ex-military mind control); they kept pace with our vehicle. I was upset, and recall that the conversation with my friend went something like this:

Me: “Shit, there are two helicopters following us! We’re screwed!” (even though I am a Christian, when upset, my language deteriorates at times).

Friend: I see them! We need to pray!

Me: What, do you think God can stop helicopters from tracking us? They have GIS equipment and can see us from up there. There’s no way we’re going to get away!

Friend (who had a lot more faith than I did at the time): Well, we need a miracle then, don’t we? Quit whining and start praying! 

My friend and I got coffee and donuts, got into our (ancient) truck and headed out. A few hours later, it was daylight. As I was driving, my friend exclaimed, “Oh, crap!” My friend then stated, “there are two helicopters right above us, following us.” I couldn’t believe this. I pulled over, looked up, and there they were; two black helicopters hovering in the sky at a fair distance above.

“Helicopters?!?!!” I yelled. “How the h-ll are we supposed to escape them?” We got in the truck, and I was driving, tears streaming down my face (I was not faith-fulled at all at this point, as you might have gathered). I was yelling at God instead. “God, what do we do? There’s no way out!! Why are you allowing this??” I was terrified. I knew they would hunt us down, get us, and there was nothing we could do.  My friend and I stopped at a rest stop next to a park, decided to walk down to the riverside and pray. As we did so, a couple, one that was all too familiar, came walking nearby. “Imagine seeing you again!” said the woman from the motel, who was wearing dark sunglasses. “We must be going the same way.” She gave a smile that looked more like a smirk. I couldn’t punch her, or I would be arrested for battery; but I hated the insolent smile and jaunty wave she gave as my friend and I turned around and went to our truck. We realized that she and her companion believed they “had” us for sure, and I wasn’t so sure they weren’t right.

I did; we both did, asking God for a miracle. Suddenly, my friend had an idea. The day had gotten rainy, with a lot of cloud cover; but we also both knew that the helicopters could use heat tracking to track us anyway, even if visibility was low. Suddenly, he swerved next to a hydroelectric plant, and parked the truck under cover.

Friend: I think God gave me the idea – the electro-magnetic current could block their “seeing” us on their trackers.

Me: (frantically praying): Oh God, Oh God, please let this work! 

As we got into the truck and continued driving, my friend and I were praying non-stop. “God, HELP us! What do we do?” My friend then said “I have an idea. It might not work, but it’s worth a try.” My friend then said, “the next time you see a power station, pull up and behind it. The electrical frequency should block the copters from using their tracking technology.”  An hour later, we came to one; I did what my friend said, and parked. We waited.  We looked above, and to our amazement, no helicopters. Nothing.

We waited two hours, and there was no sound of helicopters. My friend then sped the truck to a larger hydroelectric plant he knew of (he had lived in the area several years before), and parked the truck in the woods nearby, and we threw a camo cover over it.

I laid down and tried to sleep, as the sound of helicopters criss-crossing in a seek-and-find pattern was heard intermittently. I was feeling panic, but kept praying, and napped briefly.

“I know of a better place to hide” my friend said, who had lived in the area several years before. We found a large power station on a river, with woods nearby. We parked our truck in the woods, and took out some enamel spray paint we had bought two years before, and painted the truck in camo colors. The homemade job was not pretty; but our truck certainly looked very different. Meanwhile, I slept on a blanket from the back of the truck, beneath the trees. From time to time, I heard the chop-chop-chop of helicopters far above, and would start awake, terrified. “Go back to sleep,” my friend said. “God is going to protect us.” “I wish I could be as sure as you are,” I said. Faith was not my strong suit at this point. I fell back into an uneasy sleep, then when it was dark, we drove our truck (that unfortunately did not have working headlights) for several hours, until we were out of the state. It was early fall, and we both had no idea of where to go.

At nightfall, we took the truck and drove to another state, with our headlights off (they didn’t work anyway). We took back roads, and finally camped in woods. We stayed there for two weeks, with no sign of helicopters. Finally, we went back into Texas, and found jobs – but that’s another story.

“I know of a place a few hours from here” my friend said, who had lived in this state for two years. We finally came to a secluded lake near a state park. We set up camp, and exhausted, slept most of the next day. We ended up camping there for two weeks, and it was a wonderful time of rest and recovery from the terrible pursuit. I felt grateful to be alive, and to God, who had saved my friend and I. I believed at the time that God protected my friend, who had much more faith than I. It wasn’t until years later that I realized that He was also protecting me, in spite of my small faith.

I believe that God truly protected my friend and I that day. In spite of my lack of faith, He chose to answer our prayers (this did build my faith – a lot!) Seven years later I heard from a friend who left the group I was in about this incident from the other side. She shared how this was being used as a training operation for younger members; that they were absolutely confident that there was no way my friend and I could get away, and they were all stunned at how we literally “disappeared” that day. I can’t explain this logically; I know that God intervened.

Both of these posts are on the same blog.  LINK

My questions are:

If this is the same story, why are they so different?

Who was driving?

When did they leave? The middle of the night or in the evening?

Did you spray paint the truck or throw a camo over it?

Was your friend with you or not when you heard the horses in the barn?

Was the woman inside the store or outside of the store when taking down the license plate number?

Where are the helicopters at the ranch in the second story?

If she is in hiding how did her friend contact her after she left the group? (Hint: Svali isn’t hiding from them)

Do you know how much it costs to fly an Osprey helicopter let alone two?

Svali left 15 years before this story, why are this still investing this much time and money in her?

Svali wrote this post July 6th 2018. The first paragraph of the part titled “Arkansas Nightmare” gives us the year it took place in: 2010

Eight years ago, I bought 11 acres of land up in northern Arkansas.  I had been free of the cult for two years; and in the early fall my best friend and I decided to go and homestead on the beautiful, wooded land with a pond fed by a stream.  There was a small shack on the land, and we built a cement floor, installed a wood stove, and proceeded to clear the brambles, cut wood for the winter, and work on improving the property.  Things went well, until in the middle of winter, we found evidence in the snow that others were visiting our property: footprints that came in and out over several fences. We also saw men in military uniforms walking the perimeter of our property; when we walked towards them to ask what they were doing, they left rapidly.

I thought Svali left the cult in 1994 or 1995 those years aren’t clear. Why does she say she was out of the cult for 2 years? That would be 2008. Did she go back when she disappeared in 2006? (No)

In another part of “Arkansas Nightmare” Svali posts this:  I was angry at being chased off my land, which I had loved. I was upset that this was happening. And I had no idea what we would do. My friend and I went to a neighboring state. My friend did not have a legal ID (this friend had stayed hidden for many years, and had successfully left an intelligence agency located overseas), but helped with the driving. After my friend drove for four hours, we were in another state, and I felt an urgency to take over the wheel. “I’m fine” my friend said, “I can keep driving”. But I insisted. We pulled over, I took the wheel, and ten miles down the road, we came to a police blockade; they were checking the IDs of all drivers. If my friend had been driving, we would have been stopped, and possibly risked a fine or even jail.

Svali was arrested.  I can prove it. I will prove it. She is her own ‘friend’ in this story.

Here are the posts from her blog:

Dealing with Harassment: Part 1

One concern that survivors who attempt to leave cult groups mention is the issue of harassment. After all, groups that have invested time, money and thousands of hours of effort into controlling the mind and developing “useful” skills in an individual do not want to lose that person for several reasons:

  • They need that person’s skills
  • Pride: it makes them look bad if someone leaves
  • Fear that others will get the same idea.

Harassment is real, and it can be quite intensive, based upon the group the person left, their money and resources, the individual’s position within the group, and how much personal investment in “getting the person back” the group’s leaders have.

In these blogs, I will describe some of my personal experiences with harassment: these are autobiographical and part of my history. You will learn about both the good things I did, and some of the incredibly stupid things I did, in response to cult harrassment. Hopefully, by sharing my experiences, it will help encourage others that they are not alone; and help people realize there are different options than they were taught by the groups for dealing with harassment.

Some of the experiences I describe I went through for several reasons:

-I was top leadership (in the “top 4”) for an international occultic group when I left, and their head trainer; which made leaving unacceptable to the top leadership at that time – I was considered a security risk

-my brothers, sisters and children (who by this time were in the early 20’s) were all at the time I describe part of the leadership council for this group, and several had a vested interest in “bringing me back” for punishment

-I have a tendency to speak my mind, and to make top leadership angry with me (by doing things such as writing articles or giving interviews)

Arkansas Nightmare

Eight years ago, I bought 11 acres of land up in northern Arkansas.  I had been free of the cult for two years; and in the early fall my best friend and I decided to go and homestead on the beautiful, wooded land with a pond fed by a stream.  There was a small shack on the land, and we built a cement floor, installed a wood stove, and proceeded to clear the brambles, cut wood for the winter, and work on improving the property.  Things went well, until in the middle of winter, we found evidence in the snow that others were visiting our property: footprints that came in and out over several fences. We also saw men in military uniforms walking the perimeter of our property; when we walked towards them to ask what they were doing, they left rapidly.

One night, we heard splashing in the stream that ran past our small residence; upon going out the next morning, we saw bootprints in the mud; someone had waded in the stream until they were slightly downhill from our cabin;  the footprints then led to just outside our cabin.  The bootprints were small, nearly child-sized; next to them were adult prints.  The next night, we sat up, and heard activity outside our cabin. I took my pistol out (I had been practicing my marksmanship after breaking presentation programming to be afraid of guns), and my friend and I shot into the bushes where we had heard the noise coming from, telling the intruders to “Leave, now, in Jesus’s name!” There was silence.

The next day, the noise began: a low-pitched rumble that seemed to go through the ground, and that caused waves of nausea; and a higher pitched, incessant noise that was in the same range as “ringing in the ears” but much louder. This noise caused almost immediate pain.

Each day, the noise continued, and my friend and I became seriously ill, with joint pain, fatigue and horrendous pain throughout our bodies. Finally, I packed a bag, jumped in our truck, and told my friend we needed to get off the land. We stayed in a motel that night. The noise stopped entirely, and while we both felt “buzzy” for the next few hours, we immediately both felt better.

My friend and I both deduced that we were being hit with a combination of both low frequency and high frequency waves. My friend went online, looked up the symptoms of being exposed, and we both had every single one.  We decided to leave our land, since the pain had increased the past day to an alarming amount. The next day, we went onto the land, packed our bags as quickly as we could. Within minutes of our going onto the land, the high pitched noise started, much louder than before, and we were literally staggering and both almost passed out. We grabbed what we could, jumped into our truck, and ran, leaving our land abandoned and feeling grateful we hadn’t died from the intense pain caused by the electronic tech waves.

On the Run through Four States

Because it was winter, we left in the middle of a huge snowstorm.  This ended up being a blessing, because it would slow down those looking for us.  I cannot describe the feelings of being pursued, and trying to get away; it is NOT romantic or anything like movie depictions. We were both tired, hurting and afraid. We both prayed a LOT.

We found a motel to stay in (that didn’t require ID), painted our truck a different color, and spent two days resting, doing our laundry in the tub and sleeping lot more than normal; we were both recovering from the tech wave effects, and our bodies were attempting to recover.

I was angry at being chased off my land, which I had loved. I was upset that this was happening. And I had no idea what we would do. My friend and I went to a neighboring state. My friend did not have a legal ID (this friend had stayed hidden for many years, and had successfully left an intelligence agency located overseas), but helped with the driving. After my friend drove for four hours, we were in another state, and I felt an urgency to take over the wheel. “I’m fine” my friend said, “I can keep driving”. But I insisted. We pulled over, I took the wheel, and ten miles down the road, we came to a police blockade; they were checking the IDs of all drivers. If my friend had been driving, we would have been stopped, and possibly risked a fine or even jail.

I believe the LORD prompted me to drive before reaching this point.

My friend and I were praying continuously. We stayed at a motel and the next morning, continued driving. I didn’t feel comfortable with the area, neither did my friend, so we continued driving two more days until we were in yet another state.

Finally, we headed to a state to the south. We found a cheap motel (the kind that charges hourly rates) and checked in without ID, since we didn’t want to be found.  There were loud parties, and it seemed obvious that quite a bit of drug dealing was going on in the rooms around us. We laid low, prayed, and started looking for a job.

God Comes Through

After searching for two weeks, my friend and I saw an ad in a local paper. We answered, interviewed, and were hired to work on a horse farm. I loved the idea; I had raised horses myself for several years, loved them, and best of all, a smaller camper was included to live in, next to the barn.

We stayed and worked on the farm for over nine months. During this time, we drove the owner’s truck, and never used our ID. It was difficult for my pride; our employer knew that we didn’t use ID, and from the looks he, his wife, and his uncle and the uncle’s wife next door gave us, I knew they thought we were criminals on the run. Obviously, the idea of getting cheap labor ($100 a week in pay) overrode the owner’s scruples regarding the past of those he hired.

I learned how to feed the horses (there were seven), clean stalls like a pro (my own horses had lived in a field with a lean to; this was luxury horse housing); and loved exercising the mares.  I had one favorite with a bouncy gait and a temperament to match, and also helped break a young gelding.

Meanwhile, I was developing my talents as an artist (after all, cleaning barns and taking care of horses didn’t take all day, and I was bored; in my previous life before running, I had worked 80-hour weeks).  I started painting oils, and over time, participated in several art shows and held a one-person show at a luxury restaurant in the “big city” a half hour away. Living under an assumed name, I was glad for the peaceful life;  there was no harassment from the cult, and it was a wonderful time.

After nine months, I went to visit a local upscale furniture store in a nearby city that the farm owner’s wife suggested I go, to market my paintings at. My friend was with me.  The store owner was extremely friendly; visited my art site online, and seemed interested in selling my oils. My friend and I then went to get an ice cream; but suddenly, I felt uneasy. “I think I knew the store owner” I told my friend. “I don’t have a good feeling about this; we need to get to the truck and go.”  My friend was unsure. “Are you sure? Don’t you think you are being a little paranoid about this?” my friend said.  We walked back to our truck, and saw the store owner outside with a pen and paper, writing down the license number of the truck (it was the farm owner’s, not mine, and registered to him). As soon as he saw us, the store owner scurried back inside. “Oh, sh-t!” I said. My friend and I went to our truck and left.

Once Again, It Starts

Over the next two weeks, there were a lot of new “visitors” to the horse ranch; individuals interested in looking at the horses (one was for sale), in buying hay, etc. One couple held a picnic in the field outside our camper and asked to come inside to use our bathroom. I refused, not wanting to give them a chance to view the inside of our place, and suggested they go to the main house, which had three bathrooms.

The husband of the couple took a camera out, and started taking photos of the camper, of my friend, and I (I turned away). I asked him to stop; he insisted his hobby was photography and that he “couldn’t resist” taking pictures wherever he went.

My friend and I prayed; we realized our place was being scoped out, and didn’t know what to do. That night, the horses in the barn became restless, and my favorite mare whinnied, at 1 am. I went out to check; as soon as I turned out the outside light, I saw a figure dart away from the barn, leap over the fence, and run into the nearby woods. I told my friend, and told my friend we needed to make plans to leave right away. My friend agreed; my friend wanted to give our employer notice for two weeks.

When we went into the barn, we saw evidence that the intruder had entered the stall of the mare that had whinnied (fortunately, she hated strangers, and gave the alert); the water tray in the stall was bent from the intruder stepping on it; from that point, he had a perfect view of our home. My friend and I were wondering what he was doing in the barn.

Two days later, my friend and I felt a low, deep vibration that was all too familiar; the feel of ELF waves. This was followed by bursts of very high-pitched  noise (sounding like a dog whistle in frequency) that could barely be heard. My friend and I started experiencing joint swelling and pain; were unable to sleep, and began feeling the nausea and pain. I was terrified; I didn’t want to go through Arkansas all over again. Two days later, we packed our truck, and left in the early evening, leaving before the two weeks was over.  My friend and I were exhausted, nauseated, feeling “buzzy” and experiencing joint pain all over.  We drove our truck to a nearby city, and found a cheap motel to stay in.

Chased by Helicopters

We slept for five hours; then at 2 am, we heard a door slam next door to our room. Within a few minutes, we began hearing odd noises: high-pitched noises; and a phone ringing in odd patterns. “We have to leave, they’ve found us” I said to my friend, who agreed.

We decided to check out, even though it was only 3:30 am. As we entered the lobby, we saw the door to the room next to ours open; a woman and man came out, and stood in line next to us. “We’re checking out, too” the woman said to me. They had stayed less than two hours in their room.

My friend and I got coffee and donuts, got into our (ancient) truck and headed out. A few hours later, it was daylight. As I was driving, my friend exclaimed, “Oh, crap!” My friend then stated, “there are two helicopters right above us, following us.” I couldn’t believe this. I pulled over, looked up, and there they were; two black helicopters hovering in the sky at a fair distance above.

“Helicopters?!?!!” I yelled. “How the h-ll are we supposed to escape them?” We got in the truck, and I was driving, tears streaming down my face (I was not faith-fulled at all at this point, as you might have gathered). I was yelling at God instead. “God, what do we do? There’s no way out!! Why are you allowing this??” I was terrified. I knew they would hunt us down, get us, and there was nothing we could do.  My friend and I stopped at a rest stop next to a park, decided to walk down to the riverside and pray. As we did so, a couple, one that was all too familiar, came walking nearby. “Imagine seeing you again!” said the woman from the motel, who was wearing dark sunglasses.  “We must be going the same way.” She gave a smile that looked more like a smirk. I couldn’t punch her, or I would be arrested for battery; but I hated the insolent smile and jaunty wave she gave as my friend and I turned around and went to our truck. We realized that she and her companion believed they “had” us for sure, and I wasn’t so sure they weren’t right.

As we got into the truck and continued driving, my friend and I were praying non-stop. “God, HELP us! What do we do?” My friend then said “I have an idea. It might not work, but it’s worth a try.” My friend then said, “the next time you see a power station, pull up and behind it. The electrical frequency should block the copters from using their tracking technology.”  An hour later, we came to one; I did what my friend said, and parked. We waited.  We looked above, and to our amazement, no helicopters. Nothing.

“I know of a better place to hide” my friend said, who had lived in the area several years before. We found a large power station on a river, with woods nearby. We parked our truck in the woods, and took out some enamel spray paint we had bought two years before, and painted the truck in camo colors. The homemade job was not pretty; but our truck certainly looked very different. Meanwhile, I slept on a blanket from the back of the truck, beneath the trees. From time to time, I heard the chop-chop-chop of helicopters far above, and would start awake, terrified. “Go back to sleep,” my friend said. “God is going to protect us.” “I wish I could be as sure as you are,” I said. Faith was not my strong suit at this point. I fell back into an uneasy sleep, then when it was dark, we drove our truck (that unfortunately did not have working headlights) for several hours, until we were out of the state. It was early fall, and we both had no idea of where to go.

“I know of a place a few hours from here” my friend said, who had lived in this state for two years. We finally came to a secluded lake near a state park. We set up camp, and exhausted, slept most of the next day. We ended up camping there for two weeks, and it was a wonderful time of rest and recovery from the terrible pursuit. I felt grateful to be alive, and to God, who had saved my friend and I. I believed at the time that God protected my friend, who had much more faith than I. It wasn’t until years later that I realized that He was also protecting me, in spite of my small faith.

Do Miracles Still Happen?

After camping out, my friend and I chose to stay in a very cheap hotel for a few days (the running water and electricity were wonderful luxuries after roughing it). But we were running out of money. Down to our last $100, we drove south across the state line to a small town, and got a local paper.  I found a place advertising a room for $100 a month; we answered the ad, put our last bit of money down, and rented a small camper for the next four weeks. It was damp, musty and scary; but at least we could rest for a bit.

The next morning, my friend and I realized that we needed to find jobs quickly, since we were completely out of funds.  I was terrified; after being on the run for the past few weeks, and now penniless, I was also depressed about our situation. My friend decided to apply at a local meat processing plant, since my friend had worked as a butcher in the past, and had experience. “How can you apply for a job without ID?” I asked angrily. NO ONE will hire someone without ID in this day and age; it just doesn’t happen.” (my friend did not have a legal ID, so this was a legitimate question). My friend replied “God will take care of me. He will provide the job if I’m meant to have it.”

I snorted in disbelief, and told my friend, “If God gives you a job without needing identification, then I will believe in miracles.”  I had thrown the gauntlet down. I had faith for church services; I was a Christian; I believed that God loved His children. But seriously – a job without ID? Even God couldn’t overcome this obstacle, in my mind.

My friend went inside. A half hour later, my friend came back smiling. “They hired me; and they would like to talk to you; they would like to hire you, too, to wrap meat, since they need extra staff right now.” My mouth dropped open.  I literally couldn’t believe what I was hearing.

Neither my friend or I would need ID; we both had jobs; and the company paid us in cash at the end of the first day, so we could buy groceries.  I realized then that God does do miracles; He had heard my challenge, and chose to answer it.

If what you need is a miracle, God can provide it.

 

 

Testimonies

Testimonies of God Coming Through

 

Survivors of ritual abuse and mind control often must struggle with some very difficult things to overcome, as indicated in the articles on this website and on other websites that share how it is done.  I have created a testimonies page for a reason: to share testimonies of healing; of how God came through for survivors – because He often does. Satan is not more powerful, and he doesn’t win, as the testimonies below will indicate. The LORD is able to heal and deliver. I invite others to email me your testimonies to add to this page over time. Below is one from me.

 

The Helicopters Couldn’t Find Me (svali)

Several years ago, I was working on a horse farm in East Texas, with a good friend. I loved working there, since I like riding horses, and don’t mind doing barn chores at all. After living there for almost 10 months without being found (I was paid in cash, and drove a vehicle borrowed from the farm owner that had not been identified with me). It was a quiet and good life. But one day, when I went into town, I went to a new store that had an attached art gallery – and was seen. My friend and I were seen, and the store owner, who looked very familiar to me, came to the window, and was writing down the license plate of the truck I was driving as I drove away.

Two days later, it started. Footprints in the dirt arena behind our mobile trailer – that didn’t belong to either my friend and I, or anyone else on the farm. Odd noises in the barn and the horse acting frightened at night; we would go out to investigate, and a figure clothed in black night gear would be running and jumped over the fence – too quick to catch as they ran into the thick woods nearby.

After several days of this type of activity – when my friend and I knew that we had been “found” and they were checking out where we lived – one day, a large osprey helicopter showed up in an area with no military base for hundreds of miles, in an area where no helicopter had ever flown before (it brought all the neighbors out, who later asked “What the heck was THAT, and why did if fly out HERE?”). The osprey flew directly over the trailer I lived in, and over a hill, then landed somewhere on the other side. Hmmm, military maneuvers in horse country, where none had ever been done before…

The next day, there was a silent chopper directly above the trailer I was living in; it just sat there, until my friend went inside and got his shotgun out, and aimed at the chopper. It left. But for the next two days, it kept coming back. It was annoying.

My friend and I realized we would have to leave the area. We notified our boss, who was sad to see us go (we were both good workers!) That night, in the middle of the night, we left as quickly as possible, and checked into a motel in a mid-sized city two hours away. In the middle of the night, someone checked into the room next to us. And the noises began: tones, phone rings in different sequences, high-pitched tones. I felt physically ill from not only the triggers, but the sense of dark oppression. We packed our bags, and went to check out – and the couple in the room making all the noise next to ours came out, and checked out too (they had only been in their room an hour). They looked directly at me, nodded, and slowly smiled (I hate that type of smile).

As we got on the road, to our dismay, we realized that there were two helicopters directly above us, following us (my friend was ex-military mind control); they kept pace with our vehicle. I was upset, and recall that the conversation with my friend went something like this:

Me: “Shit, there are two helicopters following us! We’re screwed!” (even though I am a Christian, when upset, my language deteriorates at times).

Friend: I see them! We need to pray!

Me: What, do you think God can stop helicopters from tracking us? They have GIS equipment and can see us from up there. There’s no way we’re going to get away!

Friend (who had a lot more faith than I did at the time): Well, we need a miracle then, don’t we? Quit whining and start praying!

I did; we both did, asking God for a miracle. Suddenly, my friend had an idea. The day had gotten rainy, with a lot of cloud cover; but we also both knew that the helicopters could use heat tracking to track us anyway, even if visibility was low. Suddenly, he swerved next to a hydroelectric plant, and parked the truck under cover.

Friend: I think God gave me the idea – the electro-magnetic current could block their “seeing” us on their trackers.

Me: (frantically praying): Oh God, Oh God, please let this work!

We waited two hours, and there was no sound of helicopters. My friend then sped the truck to a larger hydroelectric plant he knew of (he had lived in the area several years before), and parked the truck in the woods nearby, and we threw a camo cover over it.

I laid down and tried to sleep, as the sound of helicopters criss-crossing in a seek-and-find pattern was heard intermittently. I was feeling panic, but kept praying, and napped briefly.

At nightfall, we took the truck and drove to another state, with our headlights off (they didn’t work anyway). We took back roads, and finally camped in woods. We stayed there for two weeks, with no sign of helicopters. Finally, we went back into Texas, and found jobs – but that’s another story.

I believe that God truly protected my friend and I that day. In spite of my lack of faith, He chose to answer our prayers (this did build my faith – a lot!) Seven years later I heard from a friend who left the group I was in about this incident from the other side. She shared how this was being used as a training operation for younger members; that they were absolutely confident that there was no way my friend and I could get away, and they were all stunned at how we literally “disappeared” that day. I can’t explain this logically; I know that God intervened.

 

Why Isn’t Svali In Jail?

Svali admits to torturing and abusing children and adults. How come she isn’t in jail? Why hasn’t there been an investigation? What is the reason she hasn’t contacted the police or some agency to investigate her accusations? Is there a reason Svali hasn’t provided a sworn affidavit to assist with stopping these abusers? Why hasn’t she provided people with locations, proof and names of other members to stop the abuse she claims she wants to stop?

If Svali feels guilty and ashamed of what she has done what actions has she taken to directly stop the abuse/abusers?

Svali: (sighs) Sometimes, (sigh) it would involve, normally we would start with a hypnotic induction or even sometimes we would inject a medication. A lot of times especially young children have a lot of fear when they are going into programming, but adults do too. We want them to relax. We give them a very short-acting medication to relax them. LINK

I would show the child what I want them to do – I would model it. I would then tell the child, “DO IT.” The child would then do it, okay? But, normally they won’t do it well the first time, so she would… she or he would get shocked. That was called, because the group very much uses what they call positive and negative reinforcement. Okay?

If a child did not do it perfectly the first time, they are shocked. That’s the negative reinforcement. LINK  

This is a person taught in early childhood to kill coldly and emotionlessly on command. This is a person who is told to shoot their brother or sister during a VR exercise, and they believe it is real under hypnotic trance, to test their “obedience”. (They actually did this horrible thing to my son, and he cried as he told how anxious he was the next day, and almost died of shock to see his sister alive and well. That was the ONLY way he knew it had been a VR exercise and NOT real).  LINK  

I spent a year intensely deprogramming myself. I was a head programmer, or trainer, so I used my knowledge to undo what was done to me. I also became enraged as I realized that the abuse I had endured (and done to others) was NOT normal, was used to manipulate me, etc. LINK

I was a perpetrator, and I now regret it considerably. LINK 

I wish that this was just “made up”. That it weren’t real. But it is. There is too much documentation of this occurring (I can send you an URL for documented convicted RA cases). My greatest regret is that I was used by this group, after a lifetime of teaching, to be a perpetrator of the worst kind. I used to torture and abuse others, believing that I was “helping” them. LINK 

I also believe that most who read this will disbelieve that the CIA and a respected medical center could be the site of such experimentation on the minds and psyches of both children and adults (we did it on both). LINK 

I should know. I was a victim of these brutal experiments, and later in life I was an experimenter on others. LINK

I was that child, and now I am breaking that vow made under psychological duress. Because I don’t want any other children to go through what I did, or have seen done to others.  LINK

I know these things happened, not only because of memories my parts have shared, but also because when I was older, and ran the facility, I and other trainers did these same things to birth mothers. The things we did to these women and their unborn children are among the things I most regret doing in my past. LINK 

My job is to keep alert, looking for anyone following us, to alert him if anyone is coming. Once we are down the road and turn onto the paved road, he turns the headlights on and we go to the meeting. “I didn’t finish my homework,” my son says. My husband and I turn briefly to him, enraged. “We don’t talk about day at night, EVER!” we remind him.” Do you want to be beaten?” He looks hurt, then the rest of the drive is in silence, the children looking out the windows of the car as we glide silently to our destination. LINK

I tell him. Inside a little trickle in my stomach revolts at the use of brutality to teach. He nods, still slightly dazed from the session. “You can be proud of yourself,” I tell him, and pat his hand. He is given his reward afterwards, and spends time with a child. He is a pedophile and this is how he is comforted after his session. LINK 

4:50 am: Facility rounds start with checking on the infants, to review their progress, their responses, and to address any difficulties (such as failure to thrive, unusual responses) that have come up. These genetically enhanced infants are extremely bright, and greet their trainers with coos of delight. This response has been repeatedly reinforced; any infant that turns away in anger from its trainers is brutally punished, and isolated/abandoned to extinguish this behavior. The infants are rewarded for dissociation and their ability to smile, bond with, and attach to the people who torture them. Today is the day that this group of infants, who are all roughly the same age, will undergo training to enjoy sadomasochistic sex. The infants are roughly abused sexually, while at the same time tech stimulation of the pleasure centers of the brain is being done. The infants have already learned to open their legs for sexual activity on hand and voice command, and this is another step in their training. One infant refuses to open its legs on command, and is hung painfully upside down and whipped with a baby whip for this infraction. LINK 

I keep my smile to myself at the effort, intelligence and computer skills this prank took, and with a stern look on my face, order the student to go naked for the afternoon in front of their peers; a true humiliation. It is not okay for students to show insubordination to teachers. LINK 

 

Did Josef Mengele Train Svali?

T.W. graphic descriptions of abuse

Mengele (“Herr Josef” as I knew him) was head of the programming labs during this time. There was one lab in Italy, another in East Germany, and another in Switzerland at this time. He had students who walked around and mimicked him, assisting him. His main assistant was a young woman named “Hilde” with blond hair, blue eyes and an ice cold manner much of the time. Hilde was extremely efficient, and knew exactly what he wanted. Herr Josef was not one of the three Fathers I loved (bonded to primarily) but he was a primary trainer, and I bonded to him out of necessity and survival.

Reports show Josef Mengele visited Switzerland in the 50s and 60s. He was in Zurich for several months. Mengele’s first visit to Switzerland was in 1956. (Svali was born in 1957) His next visit was in March of 1961. (Svali was 4 at that time) LINK

Mengele was in Italy in 1949 when he was fleeing to Argentina with forged papers under the name of Helmut Gregor. He left from Genoa Italy.

The escape route Mengele took was Austria he crossed into Italy at Brenner and then to Genoa. In Genoa he took a ship North Queen to Argentina.

East Germany was a satellite state of the soviet union. The Berlin Wall was built in 1961.

How did Mengele travel to all of these countries and South America? In South America Mengele lived in Argentina, Paraguay and Brazil. Records show Mengele traveled to South America in 1949 and had a number of false identities.  LINK 

Mengele Timeline.

Mengele loved “survival of the fittest” setups, and would place two bottles in the middle of a roomful of infants. A bell would sound, and the infants would all crawl quickly to the bottles; those who got there first and could fight off the other babies “won” and got a bottle that day. The others were killed in front of the survivors, to teach what happened to “slow” or “expendable” babies.

How many is a room full? Eight? Ten? Twenty? Fifty? How do babies ‘fight’? Babies begin to crawl between 7 and ten months. They begin to walk between 9 and 12 months. 
So two babies survived out of an unknown number?
Crawl: 
Walk:

Mengele did not value human life at all. He would kill 99 babies in order to find one baby he felt was “worth keeping” out of a batch. He was terribly manipulative as well. Babies in the nurseries were punished terribly for disobedience. If a baby held onto the bars of the crib, because the baby didn’t want to be taken out to be tortured (programmed), Mengele would chop the hand off in front of the other babies, as an “object lesson”. All babies would watch this scene with round wide eyes and horror, as the consequences of disobedience or hesitation were shown dramatically. Herr Josef would say “That was a BAD baby; you don’t want to be a BAD baby” and all the babies, including me, made the instant decision to never be the “bad baby”.

How does Svali remember this? Her memory is so good she can quote Mengele?

Only ten babies out of a thousand would survive the first six months in this kind of environment. Mengele and his programmers insisted on absolute, complete obedience even in infancy, including allowing sexual abuse (babies were taught to open their legs on cue and allow this sadistic cruelty without crying), as well as other forms of abuse. If a baby cried too long after a programming session, or failed to greet Mengele with a smile and outstretched arms even after a previous day of unthinkable pain, the baby would be placed in a sliding box that would be locked for a day, abandoned in the dark as punishment for disobedience or “bad behavior”. The baby would be taken out, frantic to be held, and told to never disobey again, or they would be kept in the box “forever”.

990 babies would die in six months. Where were all these babies coming from? So, every year 1980 babies would die?

I was rewarded for performing well: I would be held by a nanny who rocked me and gave me a bottle, and who would then take me to a window to get a peek at the outside world and sunshine. Or the Fathers I loved would come and spend the precious 15 minutes a day that I cherished, telling me they loved me, holding me, and teaching me what they expected (including allowing sexual abuse).
By the time I was a toddler (15 months), I was put in a cage in a room with dozens of other children my age in another “survival game” that Mengele made up. A buzzer would sound, the cage doors would open, and we would all rush to get food and drink. We had to fight one another to get food. There was only enough for two or three. I remember that after a few days, the little girl in the cage next to me seemed sick; she wouldn’t get up or run any more when the buzzer rang. I felt sad for her, and when I ran and fought and got my food and water, I took some to her, and tried to get her to eat, but she wouldn’t eat or drink. I didn’t understand what was wrong with her, but to my dismay she got weaker each day until one day she fell asleep and didn’t wake up any more. I tried and tried to get her to wake up, but she wouldn’t. Other children were getting sicker and sicker, and only three of us were alive and healthy out of the sixty children. We watched the others slowly die, one by one, and wondered why Herr Josef thought this was a good thing, and praised the three of us so highly. I felt guilty and sad that I was alive and the others had died, and that I couldn’t wake the little girl in the cage next to me up.
In another setup, as a baby I learned to crawl through a maze. At intervals, there would be a bridge; another baby would be crawling from the opposite direction. I had to crawl across the bridge, and get to the other side, or get shocked; so did the other baby. The only way to get across was to push the other baby off the bridge. If I did so (and I always did), I was rewarded with a bottle and no more shocks; but I also had to watch the other baby be killed. I was said, but also knew that the price of my survival was the death of another; Mengele made that very clear in his infant programming.
Mengele had several top assistants who were younger (teens) that I began bonding to. By age 12, children in the Order are considered adults, and they by age 13 were full trainers. One would become my primary trainer during most of my childhood, and was a Father I loved; her name was Father Matthew and I wanted to be just like her when I grew up.
As soon as I could toddle around, I tried to follow her around any time I was allowed to. By age two, I was allowed to wear a little white coat like Fr. Matthew’s, and tried to act and sound like her. I wanted to be a head trainer just like her, and she and the other Fathers said that one day I would, because I did very, very well and learned quickly. Most importantly, I had survived many of the brutal tests of strength and intelligence that Mengele put infants through during the first year of life; I was considered a “keeper” and to have potential by him and the other fathers.
Any infant that survived the facility during this time period was at the top of the charts for strength, intelligence and survival instinct. Those who would be chosen for leadership also had another quality that I had shown by trying to save the little girl next to me: the ability to look out for the interests of others, and the common good. All I knew is that life the first three years was a constant round of pain, testing and sadness with all too few moments of nurture and bonding. LINK

U.S. Department of Justice Mengele document. 

When Did Svali Escape

I was raised within a transgenerational satanic cult known as the Illuminati. From earliest childhood on, I was taught to be a programmer in the cult, and as I became older, taught other programmers. In 1994, I finally fled for my life and left the cult. In the past year, both my ex and two children have left the cult as well. I give God the glory in freeing us from the bondage of cult abuse, and have dedicated my life to helping other survivors break free as well. LINK 

I left the group in 1995, sick of the lying, deceiving, and politics, and fearful for my life. I fled to Texas, and went through therapy with Dr. Jerry Mundgaze and his group. But unfortunately, they didn’t know how to help “deprogram me“, or as Dr. Mundgaze told me, “you are higher than almost anyone we have seen, and more programmed.” 2000 Svali  LINK  

I have been on my own healing journey for 27 years. It started when I went for deliverance years ago, and continued during the time when I realized that I was a member of a satanic cult, chose to leave the group, was abused and tortured and forced to recant, and then by God’s grace chose to continue to heal from those traumas. I wrote numerous articles that have been published on the Internet and shared with others earlier in this healing journey. Those articles reflected my understanding of healing at that time. This book reflects my understanding in the years since, after numerous access attempts (some successful, many not), and a deepening walk with God, who is my true healer. 2017 LINK (27 years ago was 1990. The date is from the year she first posted on this website)